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Friday, May 30, 2008
I ran out of honey stars!
I AM SAD ): And I haven't seen them for ages. I think I am missing people who won't even remember me. This is so depressing, why the heck am I thinking about those people anyway. Haven't spoken to each other for like what, 3 years? Ok maybe it's just one person. But then there are the others too what. Primary School, everyone just forgets everyone. I don't like it, but i can't do anything. Ok enough about this depressing talk. Went to do homework, AGAIN. Didn't complete anything though, but i did quite alot. Snacked on Cheezels and gummies. Overshot the bustop on my way there though, but i could spot her from very far, cos she was wearing this bright red shirt. yup and walked back to her house, which was quite a distance. did math, snacked, slacked, read and got dragged down to do my work. watched tv too, but it was quite boring. and we fed the mosquitoes. according to emily's warped theory, mosquitoes are more attracted to Blood Type A; we are both A i think. Oh shit i only have 5 minutes more to use the comp. waiting for emily to make her move a tic-a-tac. i think i'm going to win la hahahha. Anyway thanks for waiting at the busstop with me ah, missed like so many buses hahah. I WANT HONEYSTARS NOW. im getting withdrawal symptoms. the tv is super noisy. quit lulalalulalalulalulaleh-ing.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Training today was super.damn.hot. So much for maritime effect la, since its near East Coast Park. Rubbish.
Was supposed to meet emily first today, but since she didn't call back till the train reached Bishan, so I went off first. Met Jocelyn and Nico with her wonderful sms telling us that there were alot of prefects around. Yup, everyone was in inappropriate attire. Everyone. Couldnt meet at our usual hideout since one big group of people ba4 zhan4 the place. So we walked one big round trying to avoid all the prefects and everything. Ate at uh, rose garden? cant remember the other name, kay but its still the same. Eunice was late as usual [hah.] with Emily and Alanna. Hokkien Mee isn't really that nice, i think oyster mee sua is better hoho. Bused back to school first with Nico and Jocelyn since the others are so slow. Broke into Amanda's locker to get the chinese book we were supposed to read for Jocelyn since i think that woman's not planning to read it anyway. Got my math stuff to revise for the hols, but I don't think I got the right textbook so i might not be using it afterall. Then brought equipment to Tanah Merah, which is like the other end of Singapore (-_-) to train. Kelly and Felicia got left behind at Orchard MRT, i would have too if i went to buy that stupid standard ticket. But nice Koh let me rush in infront of her, so i saved like how much money. Stupid stupid standard ticket, so expensive. Emily fell on the train, ok i think i was supposed to catch her or something, but I didn't. Sorry yo woman. Trained at the holey field opposite Jocelyn's house. Fence batting is seriously a bad idea, the ball just flies over the fence and if not fortunately just lands on the grass since its a zebra crossing behind the fence. Everyone ended up pitching congz (influenced ahh). i can't pitch for nuts but i don't have to worry about anything since im not training or whatever. Lang's piano is funnyyyy. And super loud. The pedal doesnt work haha. But Emily and I shashou-ed on it anyway. They went swimming, so Natalie, Kelly and me went to the kiddy playground. Climbed up the slide, it was fun kay. Kelly was behind me, i should have just turned around and crashed into her right. Hhahah that would really be childhood manzxz. Bought F&N Grape, disgusting drink. I think I accidentally hit the button or something. I.Don't.Like.F&N.La.Please. Anyway they took forever to bathe and change and they kept screaming in the bathroom yes it was noisyyyyy. Had pizza and 7up. Emily the procongzer played Phantom of The Opera and the two drama queens started acting. Eunice was quite good ahhahah! Nico was just yup, hahaha cornered by Eunice, super hilarious. (watching tv now, i think its super fake. how can someone 'bloodyhell' at maple?! when the monster still makes the squeaking sound when it dies. rubbish.) Ok anyway, played charades for awhile and we left. Went up to 15th floor and back to 4th and they were still quarrelling over who to take the ballbag and who to take the bat. trained back and now, IMSOBORED. ok i take a super long time to blog. cant stand it.
had training on tuesday and a long batchtalk. well i guessed it helped, since we are alr aware of what we are and are not doing so we should just try harder and not disappoint anyone anymore. then went out for lunch at fareast. yay we got our spot back. shared iced milo and cheesy curry chicken (or whatever) with the crazy person who signs on my hand. bummed around for like 2+ hours yup and did some math zomg at fareast some more. emily saw cat, i miss that girl so much la. heard she got kicked out of her house. i shall find her some day. trained home with emily eunice alanna alanna's friend and felicia. emily and i started laughing really hard cos of some weird weird topic we were talking about. and she wanted me to ask some warped questions that can only come from her, since she's so weird. but yes. oh emily, i did ask ok!!! tell me if you want to know what she said hoho! ok, not hoho. its quite depressing actually.
went to the library to do work ytd. at least i dedicated a day for homework and library-ing and, yah. then went to food junction for lunch. went for haagen dazs, stupid pathetic small cup costs $5.50. that's how much my beef pepper rice costs la damn it. cheat my money. i like pepper lunch hoho :D and yes!! i saw cat at j8, she was with her friends. gave her my number but doubt she remembered it. old chang kee's chickenwing isnt really very nice. but heck. crazywoman said she wanted to cycle to school, yes quite smart. but since training is cancelled and she has her math clinic, i dont think she's going to. meeting emily later first, gotta go back to school to get my stuff. gonna train near jocelyn's house. "big big field .swimming yohohhh :D i like today, even though its at the other end of the world. i dont really like the other end of the world alot though. oh shit its 1123 alr. im gonna be late meeting emily crap crap crap, havent packed my stuff. OK BYEEEE im so gonna die. please be late too ghahahahha bye.
Monday, May 26, 2008
technically ytd, but it's easier to use today.
TODAY, i met emily at yishun interchange. then had super ex brunch, yoshinoya and starbucks. piang eh, $15 la. then went to buy alanna's present at power9. yup bus-ed to my aunt's house. gym-ed and swam. emily is super hilarious la, she turned at looked at me and she nearly fell off the treadmill. went swimming yay. like finally after 2 weeks. it was raining quite heavily at first but who cares man, we still went into the pool. swam a few laps and started acting spas like doing starjumps and whatnots. we were the only ones in the pool after the guy with the red swimming trunks went away. hoho so we had the pool to ourselves. but then after awhile we heard thunder so we rushed out. we were at first, in the middle of nowhere la. so it's water everywhere, so if there's lightning we'll both turn into barbequed spas-es. wonder what time i'll wake up tmr, have to meet farah and jocelyn. idk where, and what time. seriously la. i think im just gonna wake up at like about 9/10+, so i'll have time and there wont be a need to rush. gonna be watching made of honour tmr, or today whatever. yay im so happy i drank starbucks today. i should try something different, it's always white chocolate mocha. but i dont like emily's dulce de leche or smth like that. i dont like caramel lah. i am happy. jocelyn eunice emily christine kelly sam nico natalie you owe me moneyyyy. alanna you can pay for your own present if you want, i dont mind hahah :D ok bye. im tired.
Friday, May 23, 2008
School's finally out like for 5 horrible/fun/tired/crazy months. we should listen to the HSM song hahah!
Didn't have anything much to blog about nowadays. Just training and fareast-ing. School is boring la piang eh. Fareast is like our fave haunt now. Everything also go to fareast la. For lunch, gathering#1#2#3, carcinogenic bubble tea, supersweet icedmilo, everything. Wednesday was slack. Didn't have anything on so just slacked around. Thursday had training. before that had dance exam, so i smartly rescheduled my dc. i hope i can reschedule till i dont need to go, just like what i did in sec 1. after that during training, i think we made poor jocelyn really angry by not taking out all the equipment and the fences. sorry dodobird. haiyah, but i really think we should get the sec1s to help la. ok i shouldnt say this type of things xD Today was a super slack day. had class party, then our progress report. felicia came but then he refused to let me out hahah. sorry womann ps you. then had training and seniors came and talked to cdiv. ok i think its quite true la, what they said. then went to the canteen and played with the trampoline. jump jump jump somersault. the trampoline is super fun la. then went to fareast. some of us bought bubble tea. walau the people set up stalls and ba4 zhan4 our gathering place lor. humphf, hope they go away soon. yup, holidays! let's go CRAZAAYEEE ;D
Thursday, May 22, 2008
koped from yujia's blog. it made me laugh lahh.
“Okay wait face me. Don’t look at the class.”“Have eyes only for him.”- Mr De Souza to Alanna, Wan Ting “Face the wall. Where did we stop the video yesterday?” “Ask her for what? She was sleeping.”- Mr De Souza to Alanna, Esther “Give the rat. The rep.”- D Poon “Does anyone need to unleash their bladders?”- Mr De Souza “However, by left and according to the UN Convention for Human Rights, Article 132, you’ll must be given your recess break.”- Mr De Souza “You open your mouth so big I’m going to throw a housefly inside.”- Mr Lim A few minutes later You want me to throw a housewife inside?
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Your score on this personality test was 57%
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
Virgo
You bottle up all your insecurities and fears, and hesitate to reach out for help. that's quite right.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
why is it always me ?!
i'm so sick of getting scolded and you telling me not to answer back. why am i always the one who has to put up with all this. Always.
koped from emily's blog who koped from wanshuen's blog :)
ARE YOU: 1. Perfect: no lah deyyy 2. Tall: nope 3. In your pajamas: i have no pjs haha 4. Left handed: nope, im leftfooted. LAST: 1. Friend you saw: alanna, she was on the train with me. 2. Talked to on the phone: mum, 9 secs 3. Person to text you: erm, emily? 4. Was today better than yesterday: noooo. i hate school. FAVORITE: 1. Number: 2, 4. small numbers :D 2. Color: purple, black, orange.. actually anything is fine. 3. Food: i just like food in general, no favourites :D 4. Place: idk, anywhere but home. hohoh!! ANY BASE BUT HOMEEEEE. ok retarded. QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up? - grumbled to no one in particular and went back to sleep Q: Do you have anything bothering you?- i'll be super glad if i didnt. Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?- erh, sky of love? that was months ago. Q: Where is the last place you went?- far east! for carcinogenic bubble tea! Q. Do you smile a lot?- i think i do, but i like to frown. Q: Do you wish upon stars?- nope Q: Are you a friendly person?- what a question.. yesnoidontknow Q: Where did you sleep last night?- on the table -__- Q: Why did you sleep there?- piang eh, stupid questions. Q: When was the last time you cried?- last tues, for crescents match. idk for what. Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?- if i should reply my friend or sleep Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad ten being great?- 8, its afterall postmatch. Q: What do you hear right now?- my mum talking, my tv.. blah. Q: Does anything hurt right now?- muscles Q: What's your favorite month?- december? i just said i hated school. Q:Are you missing someone right now?- not really. Q:Are you tired?- yah superrrr. but still need to do pts and gonghan. Lost glasses/contacts?- nope. but i stepped on mine once. Ran away from home?-no. Broken someone's heart?-yes. Been arrested?-whatdya think. ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: Do you like someone?- yes. i like everyone lah duh. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?-nope. humans are never satisfied. im one :D
Monday, May 19, 2008
this is such a bad time to be feeling like shit.
but i cant help it
don't feel sad.
i'm fine lahhh, so don't feel so bad about it. wasn't really your fault.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
haha.
♥20twenty! (R)[life ain't no bitch. a killerdog, more like (:] says: christine left right ♥20twenty! (R)[life ain't no bitch. a killerdog, more like (:] says: d: ♥20twenty! (R)[life ain't no bitch. a killerdog, more like (:] says: I MEAN, CHRISTINE LEFT, RIGHT?
violin is freako boring.. im gonna quit it. piano's still the best hahah. had dinner at baliTHAI. the food was great yoho. yah but my crazy sis argued with my mum if our waitress is a transves like who the hell cares. ho so frustrated. its VESAK day tmr. yay no sch. i hate sch, so much.
how can mother tongue be on the first block?! for both weeks tuesday somemore.
oh my chinese file. oh the gonghan. please pray for my imminent death on tues.
wanshuen's birthday, technically ytd. but it still feels like today. since its 18th may now, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALANNA!
bloody hell, my crazy sister is hitting the keys on the piano LA. and its 12.52am now like wtfsh. and she says i play too loudly. it was crazy at wanshuen's party. played truth or dare. super fun when it came to catseng.
hoho we did ask. and OBVIOUSLY she has alr lah that scandalous girl. and so we spent quite alot of time trying to ask her for details but then which sane person would say right.. yoke: how long have y'all been tgt before wdv, 1 year? hahahah, that was funny lah. and cat kept wiping her nose her mouth, wherever and tried to change the subj. after that we were spposed to carry out Operation DUNK-WANSHUEN.. but then she has her whatevers lah so we took cups of swimmingpool water and splashed at her. and that stupid girl is so gullible la. she took like 5 mins to unwrap some present cos we told her there was 'something' inside. she was squeaking and squealing whenever we rahhh-ed and boo-ed her. and after the cake [which was nice], cat me and yoke started telling ghost stories. mostly about stnicks since they were from that sch. like there was this old clock in the old schlibrary, at a certain time, the hands will start spinning very very quickly and the numbers will turn into students faces. if the hand stop at the person's face, something would happen to her. and they said its quite true cos every four years, someone dies or smth happen to a certain some. like damn freaky la. i getting the creeps just by typing this. freaking hell la siao bodoh. i think its quite scary lorh. i am scaring myself like wthell. ate so much today. and stupid hogger hog till now then let me use the comp. tmd. humpfh!
Friday, May 16, 2008
i keep binge-ing like anything after training. should really stop it. I CANT STAND IT!
Thursday, May 15, 2008
super lots of mistakes today. and lots of Ks on the scoresheet for me. let's be brave and not cry. dont cry okay? we are strong people. no more tears, win or lose, scolded or not. we are one team(hahah, long long talk huh.) okay. let's correct the Ks, and fill the page with HRs okay. ONE DAY MANNN hahah.
coach got really angry today. and b.3.n expects us to know the score for every inning next match and he will randomly pick someone to ask. if we dont know, "good luck". sure... and poor jocelyn and the-day-pitcher have to know the score for every inning, no random picks for them. cos b.3.n thinks it's ridiculous for us not to know the final score and it makes him angry even though we told him the end of fourth inning was 11-8. humpfh. so now we have two things to concentrate on. the game, and the score. CDIVGO! fhatever man.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
10 things I want to do before i die.
10 things I want to do before i die, not by any rank. sialah, there's only 10, have to choose properly.
1) i want to ride a motorcycle(or just be on one) haiyaah, heck the risk or whatever, life is too short to worry so much, though riding one shortens your life even more. i've seen so many accidents on the road involving motorcycles, but this is still one of my many many dreams. vrooommmmmm :D 2) i want a guardian angel. i know this sounds damn kiddy, but then i still want a guardian angel all the same. it might change along the way, but i want it now. 我的守护天使 ~ can just be there, but at least, be there. hahah im so childish. but it'll be quite cool if they are really there and you can see them. they might be frolicking around and playing hopscotch from head to head. 3) get most of my piercings back oh gosh all this sounds so juvenile. but if im not that then what am i. like seriously, i spent MY money on the piercings especially the super expensive but had to take it out cos i ate curry and it became swollen like wtf. stupid cat tseng, you still have yourrrrrrrs, heheh but its different place and more painful hahah. hahah blogger is not working and saving and publishing may fail but who cares im still blogging anws. 4) i want my annual income to be more than $1 000 000. oh my god i think that's quite impossible. i will have to earn like $83333.333333333 a month. THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE!! unless i work as some brain surgeon or smth and marries some tycoon hohoho. he will be my santa claus and i will just keep digging money from the always full bag. im such a money-face hahah. 5) i want to go help out somewhere sometime i want to go do charity work. like finally one sensible thing i want to do before i die. like i can go to africa or something to help out.. then i wont be just there doing nothing just keep working, digging money, shopping, sleeping, mj-ing or mixing around with tai-tais HAHA! i hope i can go help out before we all end up like the dodobirds. before the world dies out. 6) i want to be a very good sister actually i am a very good sister now alr. my brother tells me stuff that he doesnt tell my parents or my older sister. im good at keeping secrets. hahah. but i want to remain as a good sister. yeah. "love never dies..people do." quoted from emilykoh. i love my brother to bits. i love my sister less bit-sy. i love my cousins too. i love you all. i want to be a very good sister, and a very good person. a very good sexyum, a very good dong, a very good boon :D 7) i want to get a scholarship i've never gotten one before. so now we're on to the studies part. i havent always been the best student, but i've been trying to work from. actually it started only this year but still.. but scholarship where got so easy get one humphf. but this isnt really impt, but its still something i want to do. 8) if there is going to be a day when the end of the world comes, i want to die together with everyone. or before someone dies. i'd rather be the first to die or we can all survive together. i wouldnt want to see someone leaving before me SOBS. i would cry till my eyes are swollen like a SOFTBALL[xD] and my tears flood the whole of singapore. why am i talking about ends. its only the beginning! (: 9) i want to try out all the delicacies in the world (thanks, leave the friend insects out) please give me normal food. but i really like food alot but im afraid to gain weight. that's not very helpful hoho. maybe i can earn alot of money next time and go for slimming sessions. that's what slimming centres are for right. 10) i want to be illnesses-free i dont want to be in such a pained state before i die. that's very sad. D': P.S emily here's 11 for you. i want to give emily a big hug before i die. iloveyouloadsmans. P.P.S i want to hug everyone. everyone, iloveyallloadsman!
i'm so done with pt and im not going to touch it until tomorrow when i put it in my bag and brings it to school. i PUT and i BRING. if not im gonna cry and die and die and cry. oh whatever im done means im done. and thanks alanna for sending the pt paper to me and emily for accompanying me through one or two nights. and everyone who helped. didnt specify names in the credits, so im doing it now, here. hohoho i think i seriously wasted one cd manns, 700mb but i stored only 700+kb lol.
and oh man im hooked to theimpossiblequiz again, thanks to simin. and i asked nicoteo that dumbsmartass to play. HOHOHO killer manzxzx, you cant do it, just say it wahah. and i keep getting blasted at question 92. i hate numbers. the quiz is quite crappy actually. half the questions dont make sense. yah sure, impossible quiz what.. collected papers today. saying that the whole hall would be tearing was abit too kuazhang. but yes people cried. but i was quite glad that i even passed chem. geog is my bestest subj so far, it's my only 4.0. but there were the extremes lah, 49 and single digit for math. crazy mans. its quite sad to see them cry though hoho, but then seeing people yay and stuff is quite nice actually. yah amandalee, stopping maple and audi is quite a good idea. wahlau, flunking your best subjects' not really the thing you want to see okay.. jiayou kays. and you can laugh somemore, but i dont expect you to cry lah. let's jiayou together kay. FTW! :D but i think today was the best paper-collecting day man. we were all sprawled across the hall, sleeping. and i slept on the 207 people, and slept on someone infront of me, and lied down on the floor beside jocelyn who was beside emily. mass sleeping session. let's go for a haircut!! maybe we can shave botak and buy some wigs to wear. then we'll all have weird hairstyles. kelly can try a ponytail hahah. then we can all wear affro or however you spell it. the pompom style. hahah so retarded. homg, is the end of the world coming or something.. so many people are dying everyday. we're are going to end up like dodobirds, extinct !! but seriously, why mans. what can we do to help them lohhhhhhh. we are here infront of the comp, chatting about random stuff, talking about movies and stuff when they are there, dying, now. i might start donating stuff to the redcross or smth. people seems so selfish. but we're too cooped up living in our own worlds to be bothered about such stuff, right? and then once in a while we would finally notice that waving hand fading, oh another person just died. hahah why am i going on about this anw. match tmr hoho. i hope i dont screw up like i did yesterday if i get to play. if i dont, i will cheer the team on till my throat goes sore. wahlau really ate alot today lorh. exercise more hoho. almost puked out all my money today. $5.80. plus lunch it'll be $7.90. oh i'm surprised at how much i spend on food. and then i was so full and i think the honey red tea was sloshing in my stomach. grah and the bus ride was so bumpy today. emily eunice and i all had stomach probs just now, and i tried picturing a lemon in the clouds which was quite useless. peicai's match tmr, go peeps. blogposts should grow with age [as in maturity, obviously mine's not hohoho.] let's go for gossiping session #3 tmr after peicai's match tmr. macchiato is such a nice word right. Mocha is like a very grown-up milo or kiddy coffee (from 8days) i like mocha, oh yes i do. i am so incoherent haha. oh why do i go hohoho, sounds like santa claus.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Let's score the HRs!
so i'm the one who kopes all the cherries and bird's nest (again).
and anw that's not the point. lot's of cryings today. and it's quite sad that i contributed to quite a part of it. it's so malu. right right right? started being really high with all the screamings and me needing to pee right after i changed into slacks. yah damn wdv right. but then everything started to go really badly. was my first match lah. official or what, it is the very very first. i've watched seniors and the ccube play during their srcs and nats and whatsoever. watching and being a benchwarmer is always so much easier. but once you get on the field, you really feel the whole thing. all the matches that you have watched just don't matter anymore. it's just, this match, our match. i was super super jin zhang. at the start during warmups, my throws were flying everywhere, mostly to the ground and poor samantha had to keep running to get the balls. im so sorry kays. i will try very very hard to correct them. but then throwing with you is always nice cos you help me correct myselfffff [which only helps for a few throws and it starts going haywire again.] which is mostly due to my own problem. yay time to start improving lohhhhh. and the worst worst thing was warmup batting. i made the juniors field for me for so long, and only 2 balls went towards them cause i was so screwed. i cant even time christine's tosses which were actually very nice. they keep saying just do it like you did during training/machine batting. but how to?! at that time i had coach there TEACHING me how to do it lah hahah. i need people to keep guiding me until i really really mastered it and get it. if not i will just screw up. but how can i expect someone to be there every single time. time to learn and be independent heheh. and stupid me was trembling on the damn plate. kept thinking " nice strike got to hit, oh SHIT cant hit. cannot hit high balls musnt move the bat" tmd. tremble tremble tremble. and i bumped into the 2ndbase. woahmygosh and we all fell down. SUPER MALU damn it. and you dodobirds dont want to tell us the score. we were all quite blur. until the end we also dont know the score OKAYS. only when we reached school and asked then we got to know. peicai's match next. no more stupid tears. no more i-dont-dares (uhhuh ding). LETS LEARN FROM OUT SILLIES AND GONG-IES AND FIGHT IT OUT WHOO. i have to jiayou alot hohohoh. CATCH UP WITH Y'ALL. go boon! P.S and coach calls me boon lah like wth -_-
Monday, May 12, 2008
HAPPY 100TH POST
let's practise euphemism today :D
you are not doing well - you have the potential. * is it not? you have the potential, it always means that you are not doing well ENOUGH. if you really have it? who cares man.. just make sure you phrase it nicely and dont get the students complaining to their parents. "yay cher just told me ive got the potential" yah sure. its never enough dont you think? 75, for a student that's never got an A, it's a "yay". but then for some people who has seen hundreds of As and A*s, or for parents who compare with the auntie's smartass son next door, it's always "you can do better" or "see, people Mike 93 leh, please lah, do better can?!" not that i've this kind of parents, they are not really that bad i think. they all want to see their children to better, right? a little bit of critisicms and stress helps, but too much just sucks. what's the point if you demoralise them and that's the end of everything. oh whatever, shan't talk about this anymore. was just thinking back about primary school and all this came up. all the rubbish treatment i've received, no wonder im a screwed kid now. but anw, HAPPY 100th POST. was supposed to save it for tomorrow's match, but i can't help it. i should try blogging more meaningful stuff, if not my blog would just be a load of shit. but what is meaningful leh. im quite sad nowadays. my whole life's mixed up. i can be like jumping and cheering, everything in school or with the batch, but then once im alone, it all dies down. rapidly. sometimes i dont even feel happy, but just by seeing them makes me glad. anyone at all, just be a human that i dont mind talking to, im happy. being alone is really really depressing. but there are times when i feel depressed and don't mind staying that way. it just lets me see everything. like how min-laogong can ditch me for a period of time or how long i've not called stupid lionel up for a chat. thinking back right, p6 was the most problematic year of all. all the tonnings and stuff and latenightouts and the ****ing SSB talk that we had. im sure my form teacher was super disappointed in me lah, but at the same time, i think he's the only teacher that still looked at me as HIS student. super grateful thanks. but then what's the point, it has been 2 years. i bet all the other teachers still can't believe i got into rgs with my lousy attitude and stuff. please dont judge me you assholes. i dont give a shit what you think about me, but please shut your mouths and keep it to yourself. no point telling what you think of me so crudely cos i wont change because YOU dont like the way I am. what? you're just some teacher that thinks im a crap student, so why do i even bother? "im talking to her, no need to be nice and polite", yah then i shant be too. i dont mind reviewing myself if mrlong or mskoh talks to me lah, but please lah.. i wont see you all ever again so why do i even bother about y'all, i will just be forgotten ANYWAY. i still have my geog pt, i've no idea how to continue, maybe i should just do abit more before going to bed. i need sleep to keep my cool wahah. first match lah dey. ok. let's do it! YOU CAN DO IT BOON. i mah actin'eunice. whoo. jiayou peeps, ftw! song for all of you. nothing special, but i like it :D ****. it doesnt want to let me embed it. but nvm here's the link. http://www.imeem.com/deojoslac/music/_mciG6rF/elliot_yamin_wait_for_you LYRICS : I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside This is not how you want it to be So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you Been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You gotta be feeling crazy How can you walk away (When) Everything stays the same I just can’t do it baby What will it take to make you come back Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that Why can’t you look at me? You’re still in love with me Don’t leave me crying Baby why can’t we just start all over again Get it back to the way it wa sIf you give me a chance I can love you right But you’re telling me it won’t be enough So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside That is not how you want it to be Baby I will wait for you Baby I will wait for you If it’s the last thing I do Baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you I’ll be waiting …
Hope ._.
Hoping is quite useless don't you think ?
-i hope i can _______________ if you hope for a 4.0 for any subject but you dont study, yah my ass you will get it. you can hope for anything in the world at all, but then if you dont work for it, you dont get it. but at the same time, working hard is not easy lorh. working for whatever itself is not easy, not to mention working hard. but then if there's no hope, then we won't do anything right.. no motivation at all. so both ways we lose, just that one way you lose more. the world sucks. wow im so optimistic -__-
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Happy Mother's Day
i had a rather disgusting dinner today.
BECAUSE it's mother's day, the food were exceptionally lousy. ordered steak (medium) and apparently cos there were SO many people, it came out as medium rare. and some more it wasnt on a hotplate, so it became lukewarm, which is super damn gross when the steak is already more than uncooked. and the steak was smaller than usual, and the plate too lah. but it still cant be filled, so they added what? more VEGETABLES. and the potato shrunk by how many times. not that i can finish the usual serving but then we are paying the same price for a smaller portion. and we paid for our own food since it was mother's day -___- my mom asked me to tell the waiter to cook our food again. yah im sure, "cook this small piece of meat thanks" ._. haiyah, stomached it anyway, and im not getting a stomachache, so i guess its alright. have to start GEOGPT now! OMGOSH.
solitaired with ding for quite awhile. and then played tic-a-tac poker with sexyass. i am DA SEXYUM. any copied the whole quiz off sexyass' blog. zonals in 2 days time. ftw!
1. DO YOU WISH TO GET MARRIED? idk lah. Im more interested in myself. “oh sexyum would you marry me” xD 2. WHAT DO YOU WANT THE MOST NOW? i want to recover from my bugging cough and i want to kill all mosquitoes and I want to finish my geog pt NOW. that’s a lot wahah. 3. WHO IS THE PERSON YOU TRUST MOST? i trust my ass 4. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE? i want to be the the unique one 5. IF YOU CAN HAVE A DREAM COME TRUE, WHAT WOULD IT BE? I DON’T DREAM rawr! but i want all the food in the world 6. ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH YOURSELF? no lah, obviously not. 7. WHAT ARE YOU SO AFRAID TO LOSE NOW? myself. i am mental 8. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ETERNITY LOVE? ._. maybe. i think i do. 9. WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOUR HE/SHE HUGGED YOU? hug back luh. 10. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF? i like myself for being DA SEXYUM ! 11. WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE DO YOU HATE? the kind that sexyum doesn’t like. [it doesn’t really ans but i really don’t know] 12. WHAT FEELING DO YOU HATE THE MOST? stupid, helpless, useless. everything that i felt this few days 13. DO YOU TRUST EVERY FRIENDSHIP OF YOURS? yup ;D 14. DO YOU TREASURE YOUR FAMILY? i guess i do. 15. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE? everything single little thing that makes my life. 16. WHAT DO YOU REGRET MOST IN YOUR LIFE NOW? upsetting the people that cared. up till now. 17. WHO DO YOU HOPE TO BE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU? people who cares and can take my super bad temper. i don’t mind the wall. 18. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? yes. i am DA SEXYUM. 19. WHO ARE THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE REALLY STOOD BY YOU WHEN YOU WERE REALLY AT THE WORST POINT IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? no names. 20. WHAT INSTRUMENT DO YOU LIKE THE MOST? piano ;D
Saturday, May 10, 2008
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convo wiht me and joce
(6:11 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: do you seriously think my size is 28?! (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: HAHA IM SORRY LA. I PUT WRONGLY!!!! (6:12 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: i told you 28 (6:12 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: xDDDD (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: CHAY LOL. (6:12 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: but that was for fun (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: STUPID DONG. (6:12 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: asshead (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: TSKKKK. (6:12 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: SMART DONG (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: HOW I KNOW RIGHT! (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: STUPID DONG (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: D: (6:12 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: PLEASE (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: cheat my feelings! (6:12 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: I BET 28 US YOURS (6:12 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: IS* (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: yah its mine (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: hahaha. (6:12 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: WTH (6:12 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: lol (6:12 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: YOU THINK I WEAR 26 MEH OMG (6:13 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: YOU THINK I SAME SIZE AS YOU MEH OMG (6:13 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: anything else to rebutt? (6:13 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: no? (6:13 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: ok CASE CLOSED (6:13 PM) ♥ 4four! JOCELYN: DONG WINS (6:13 PM) ♥16sixteen! do: hahahahha WHATEVER DONG
iamdong. this is so confusing. JOCELYN YOU DODOBIRD I AM DONG. right, i am dong.
ok anyway, stupid eunice was damn damn damn retarded today. she was cheering herself on when she was batting and everybody was just there laughing. like "go eunice!!!" "GOODEYEGOODEYE!" and then suddenly change to "swingswingbatterswingswingggggg!" walau so damn FARNAYE haha. wonder if i missed anything else since i left early. ok. i shouldnt be feeling so high. i am supposed to feel SAD. ok, I AM SAD. ;D
are you a bimbo?
"do i look like nicoteo to you ?!" heheh that was just for fun.
Friday, May 09, 2008
"eye the BALL
dont eye the PITCHER" when we were playing against the RI sec1s
Thursday, May 08, 2008
i feel kiddy seeing my name on the toothbrush. i used to like to write my name on everything when i was a kid. and the BOON on my toothbrush is those big and round handwriting with a big smiley face at the end. i feel like a kid again. and i like it :D
it's finally over for everyone, i guess. dingggg, who cares man, its OVER. its now POST-mya, so just go out and "今天不回家" lahhhhh. and thanks today for teaching me wahahah. oh and this is my 88th post xD
kuo's house todayyyyyy, basketball whooheehee. but the sad balls [xD] keep bouncing into the puddles with LEAFLITTER. wth hahah sucks. but yes bball is the love :D then rushed to training, and obviously, we were LATE. but yes training was great today wahah, tiring though. and HECKIT sam, just make sure your throws arent screwed on TUES. practise KAYS ;D i can run and get the ball so long as you make my runs worthwhile i just coughed for 1 whole minute [i think] w/o stopping. i nearly suffocated to death rawr. and it made me want to vomit. oh COUGHING BUILD ABS. hahah so does laughing. so laugh more. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH, ok sorry xD after training was damn shit and freaky. hahah but funny too. we were all at the canteen, and i was playing my hp lah. and then the payphone suddenly RANG. and emily was near it. yes then we were all like, "why ssit ringing?" blahblahblah. AND THEN stupid eunice started talking about some ghost show, one missed call. like if you miss the call you'll die or smth. and then we got all freaked out. and some random person screamed and i dropped my phone and we all screamed and i ran away cos i got scared, leaving my hp on the ground xD. ok that was super shit kays. and then cos of the stupid one missed call thing right, when we were walking out, i figured i had one missed call, so i just told them. and then eunice was like AHHHHHH I HAVE ONE MISSED CALL, and, its by me ;D called her during training, for fun. so zhun one lah. and then alanna decided to call nico, and then she freaked out. like OMGOSH ONE MISSED CALL ONE MISSED CALL! i laughed so hard till i sat on the ground. so on the way to the bubbletea shop we were talking about this kind of stuff. then talked about some 7th month thing. like if you dropped smth, and see it somewhere dont pick it up. and emily realised that she dropped a 20cent coin. and then eunice remembered that they went to drink a random packet of chrysanthemum tea they found on the canteen table, and once again, all the omgosh-ing comes. we were all damn freaked out kays. when did the school canteen become so eerie. oh and on the way to the opposite bustop, there's this dark road that leads to some houses. then me alanna jocelyn and emily decided to walk inside, and then we suddenly screamed and ran out. haha wanted to make eunice and nico scared. i think we did. and that made me laugh like some stupid shit too. yay i am building abs. played minesweeper flags with my friend. trashed him 26-4. then he trashed me 26-8. wahahah, i tyco-ed so many times. and now guinness speedpool challenge. hahah noob playing. i bet i cant even play the comp one well. yes i cant. wahahahh i suck at that. ok im damn tired today. gotta go bathe and sleep. be happy okay EVERYONE ;D dont worry about exams anymore. save your tears ding, for the results. tears of JOY ;D
i think i have bronchitis AGAIN.
and then i'll have pneumonia, AGAIN. ok won't lah. not so suay. but had it three times, why not four. sians. ZONALS coming peeps. jiayou okay. :D and SHORTstop. jyjyjyjyjyjyjyjyjyjyjyjyjyjyjyjyjy. dontworrybehappy ;D ok. go change alr, GOING TO KKL's house xD
i went into the toilet, and stared for a very long time...
and i figured, I FORGOT WHICH IS MY TOOTHBRUSH! seriously, i forgot. and i brush my teeth everyday KAY. xD so i wrote my name on the toothbrush. WAHAH i am a retard
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
ICESKATINGendofmyas ;D
have been coughing for 2 weeks alr.
whitebloodcells oh whitebloodcells, stop slacking now.. i feel like a walking germ carrier. couldnt stop coughing on the bus. i bet the uncle infront was super afraid of me. coughcoughcoughcough. i have weak lungs ahhhh. yay, today's the end of myas. it's over it's over ;D and went to kallang today. didnt want to go at first cos i was so tired, but i decided to follow anyway and i was so glad i did KAYS. starbucks-ed TWICE at kallang. tallwhitechocolatemochaiceblendedcoffeeeeee ;D wtf man. sucks. i have to work all the carbs off. omgawshhhh i spent $40+ today. [oh man im coughing till my head hurts] iceskating today yay. have pics and videos but the stupid hp doesnt want to link to the comp. hello PHONEEEEEE. can you start working nowwwww. walau tmd. D:<> nvm i shall blog random stuff now. while waiting for the stubborn hp to work, which is quite impossible. yay last paper. jiayou sec4s. last day tmr. we were super spastic today [according to the definition xD]. emily talked to a dustbin wahah. and kelly me and emily went skipping around the whole second level yelling merryxmas/happynewyear/happyeaster into the shops. stupid jocelyn was glued onto kelly's phone, like "WHATEVERRRRRR". and iceskating was super today. rink was quite empty, no risk of falling and getting your finger sliced off. but yes we fell today wahahah. i fell twice lah hahah but it was super great, falling. once was nearly slow-mo, on my butt. i was spposed to scare nico, but i ended up falling, but that's cos i was laughing too hard, she actually screamed. then the other time was on my knee. that was ouch can.. my skates dug into the ground, and i pom down. I CANT SKATE BACKWARDS. yes and alot of people fell today, it was super nice. emily fell and spun on the ground. super funny. too bad i didnt catch that on the phone. then we linked arms and skated in one whole line and got shouted at muahah. cos we weren't supposed to skate with more than 2 people together. ugly big painful blisters ugh. emily has the worst blisters. anw today was great ALANNA&EUNICE. it was GREAT >;D ok i think the stupid phone wont be working any sooner. its too OLD. stupid laopok. i WILLWILLWILL post them up. give me a better sony phone first :/ ugh i seriously want to post them up lorh. seriously man. nvm, shall waste my mms and post the photos first. woah the video is 3mb ohyeahmans whats a day with a new old phone with a cam without camwhoring i know ya'll love MOI ;D and the retards crowding outside pohkim watching ahlong pte ltd kelly and sam emily and christine sam emily and kelly ;D now we're only left with the video. NICO. upload it. or send it to me. NOW.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
i peeled my hairclips and coloured them with permanent marker xD
go and watch the video on emily's blog. it'd make a stone tear.
SPASTIC
–adjective 1. pertaining to, of the nature of, or characterized by spasm, –noun 2. a person exhibiting such spasms. SPASM A sudden burst of energy, activity, or emotion. *i never knew what did spastic mean, but now i know wahahahh. and i can safely say, JOCEtheSPAS
and yes i like short posts. i dont blog for pages and pages.
just lines ;D
tmr is the last day man !
and good luck for whoever[s]'s last paper's on thurs. ftw.
Monday, May 05, 2008
i love money. who doesnt.
"apple + alkali = salt + water" -jocelynlang the spas.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
i figured i don't really know how to express myself. unless its just screaming and laughing; that is easy.
i can't say "are you okay?" . i don't like saying it, although i don't mind people saying it to me, it's quite pointless don't you think. i don't like saying "dont cry alr lah.." i just can't say it out lah, as in i do sometimes when i feel really awkward standing there. but then, it's just not right for me. i know that asking if we're okay is just concerning lah, but then.. what the hell, obviously not right. and its worse if they keep asking are you sure, sure not, really ah. i think i'm damn weird.. who the heck thinks this way. and if i really say what i think out loud right, i think they will just trample on my wound and stomp off. lionel told me he always feel like saying "you want try not?!" whenever people CONTINUOUSLY ask if he is okay.. but then people would just retort like they are just concerning, so boxim or whatever. and the crying thing.. i think in my whole life i've never asked someone not to cry. cos i think it's really damn pekchek then will cry one what, how can just ask them not to cry.. if i just cried right, i think i will go on for ages and ages, cos its like letting out alot at one time.. damn suck but yes. i find it hard to express myself lehhhhhhs. so shit, so i just keep everything in.. maybe i'll just explode and disappear. ok why am i saying this all out. its spposed to be private wahahah. anw, andy hope your bruises heal soon. i felt so awkward can, just standing there, looking at everyone crowding over you asking if you're alright. i mean i've no idea what's wrong with me.. i felt really sad okay, and concerned.. but i can't seem to just say it out. i didn't even want to see it lah, and before that you were so happy and smiley. all i could do was just to just give you my iced mineral water and sit beside you. the other time i was also scolded lah, cos i just stood there and look and didnt do anything. you all dont know okay, im not like you. dont act like you know me very well.
was thinking about random stuff on my way back.
like thinking about how our so called 'in' music would soon be 'out'. my mum was listening to songs on 933, and she was so familiar with the songs but i dont even know them. i can imagine them singing these used-to-be famous and popular songs, maybe those ni wen, wo ai, ni you duo shen kind of stuff. ok that's quite old. but they might be clubbing with that song and we wouldnt know.. maybe next time when we all grow older and S.H.E or JayChou whatever would be classified as oldies. then we'll be singing them and our children would be like OH PLEASE.. like how we treat our parents xD oh man, i feel like talking about kids and stuff, as in NOT mine. i wonder if parents like their kids to be so guai till they turn loserish and stuff. as in, everything the mama says, the kid just agrees and.. well basically just agrees and nothing else. its like you have no opinions no nth. siaoooooooos. but im in no position to comment anything about them, although i already did, but yes. xD should be like my brother. he studies at home, but he's now gallivanting outside idk where, and its 151am. my family is screwed uppppppp. i went out a few times, but then i got caught on one occasion, was damn shit mannnnnnnnnn. but then it doesnt matter lah, it was like, a few months ago. and my brother still does that, why doesnt he ever get caught. i shall be a nice girl and sleep at home instead of going out NOW, cos there might be some conked-murderer that wants to kill people in green. okay, how come the kid talk linked to my family. anw, everything is rubbish here. oh and mysis' convo with my dad. sis: 死老师,明天不要来学校,死掉最好。 dad: 哪里可以讲别人死的?! sis: 做末啦,讲而已对吗,死死死死。 dad: 等一下阿- sis: 不是真的咯,如果我讲而已 then 真的死啊,我全部的老师死到光阿。 dad: -looks angry but has nth to say- its quite true, cursing never ever comes true. if they did right, i think my chinese teacher would have broken her leg like hundred times. ok this is so boliao, im tired. i shall sleep now since its 2am. YAWNS.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
in my cousin's room now.
she was signing in MSN on her laptop. her: please dont make me hang.. dont talk to me dont talk to me dont talk to me - oh shit~ she talked to me -___- and cos she wanted to sign in on her lappie, she needed to log out of the comp, which i am using now. and she asked me to tell her friend not to type lah, cos wont be able to see on her laptop since im still signed in. me: dont type anything me: stop typing! [the messenger still shows that she is typing] me: STOP TYPING! me: DONT TYPE !!!!! but she still typed anw -_- lameassed stuff that only happens here. but its fun. 10+ and i still havent studied a shit.
Friday, May 02, 2008
stupid bus driver.
made 2 people run after your bus, made 1 oldman walk back one long stop and jambreaked so many times.. wtf mannnnnnn. i siphon out your gastank then you know!
what the hell i HATE all insects !
i just got stung by a freaking bee in class on my neck just above the collar bone. what shit lah. now its swollen. rawr.
Thursday, May 01, 2008
someone told me when you're stressed, you either drop hair or you get white hair..
amanda lee's dropping so much hair a day. and she's what? mapling audiing 24/7 ? if she's stressed, she must be dropping hair by handful.. no? so random, rawr my wallet. /:
what a sad day
what day is today ? labour day. spposed to be a day worth rejoicing over. but what am i doing..
i lost my wallet D: now i cant buy icecream for anyone. planned to buy for all of you. but then, sorry. i am sad. |