Monday, May 12, 2008
HAPPY 100TH POST
let's practise euphemism today :D
you are not doing well - you have the potential.
* is it not? you have the potential, it always means that you are not doing well ENOUGH. if you really have it? who cares man.. just make sure you phrase it nicely and dont get the students complaining to their parents. "yay cher just told me ive got the potential"
yah sure. its never enough dont you think?
75, for a student that's never got an A, it's a "yay". but then for some people who has seen hundreds of As and A*s, or for parents who compare with the auntie's smartass son next door, it's always "you can do better" or "see, people Mike 93 leh, please lah, do better can?!" not that i've this kind of parents, they are not really that bad i think. they all want to see their children to better, right? a little bit of critisicms and stress helps, but too much just sucks. what's the point if you demoralise them and that's the end of everything.
oh whatever, shan't talk about this anymore. was just thinking back about primary school and all this came up. all the rubbish treatment i've received, no wonder im a screwed kid now.
but anw, HAPPY 100th POST. was supposed to save it for tomorrow's match, but i can't help it. i should try blogging more meaningful stuff, if not my blog would just be a load of shit. but what is meaningful leh.
im quite sad nowadays. my whole life's mixed up. i can be like jumping and cheering, everything in school or with the batch, but then once im alone, it all dies down. rapidly. sometimes i dont even feel happy, but just by seeing them makes me glad. anyone at all, just be a human that i dont mind talking to, im happy. being alone is really really depressing. but there are times when i feel depressed and don't mind staying that way. it just lets me see everything. like how min-laogong can ditch me for a period of time or how long i've not called stupid lionel up for a chat.
thinking back right, p6 was the most problematic year of all. all the tonnings and stuff and latenightouts and the ****ing SSB talk that we had. im sure my form teacher was super disappointed in me lah, but at the same time, i think he's the only teacher that still looked at me as HIS student. super grateful thanks. but then what's the point, it has been 2 years. i bet all the other teachers still can't believe i got into rgs with my lousy attitude and stuff. please dont judge me you assholes. i dont give a shit what you think about me, but please shut your mouths and keep it to yourself. no point telling what you think of me so crudely cos i wont change because YOU dont like the way I am. what? you're just some teacher that thinks im a crap student, so why do i even bother? "im talking to her, no need to be nice and polite", yah then i shant be too. i dont mind reviewing myself if mrlong or mskoh talks to me lah, but please lah.. i wont see you all ever again so why do i even bother about y'all, i will just be forgotten ANYWAY.
i still have my geog pt, i've no idea how to continue, maybe i should just do abit more before going to bed. i need sleep to keep my cool wahah. first match lah dey.
ok. let's do it! YOU CAN DO IT BOON. i mah actin'eunice. whoo. jiayou peeps, ftw!
song for all of you. nothing special, but i like it :D
****. it doesnt want to let me embed it. but nvm here's the link.
http://www.imeem.com/deojoslac/music/_mciG6rF/elliot_yamin_wait_for_you
LYRICS :
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and
I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it wa
sIf you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …
you are not doing well - you have the potential.
* is it not? you have the potential, it always means that you are not doing well ENOUGH. if you really have it? who cares man.. just make sure you phrase it nicely and dont get the students complaining to their parents. "yay cher just told me ive got the potential"
yah sure. its never enough dont you think?
75, for a student that's never got an A, it's a "yay". but then for some people who has seen hundreds of As and A*s, or for parents who compare with the auntie's smartass son next door, it's always "you can do better" or "see, people Mike 93 leh, please lah, do better can?!" not that i've this kind of parents, they are not really that bad i think. they all want to see their children to better, right? a little bit of critisicms and stress helps, but too much just sucks. what's the point if you demoralise them and that's the end of everything.
oh whatever, shan't talk about this anymore. was just thinking back about primary school and all this came up. all the rubbish treatment i've received, no wonder im a screwed kid now.
but anw, HAPPY 100th POST. was supposed to save it for tomorrow's match, but i can't help it. i should try blogging more meaningful stuff, if not my blog would just be a load of shit. but what is meaningful leh.
im quite sad nowadays. my whole life's mixed up. i can be like jumping and cheering, everything in school or with the batch, but then once im alone, it all dies down. rapidly. sometimes i dont even feel happy, but just by seeing them makes me glad. anyone at all, just be a human that i dont mind talking to, im happy. being alone is really really depressing. but there are times when i feel depressed and don't mind staying that way. it just lets me see everything. like how min-laogong can ditch me for a period of time or how long i've not called stupid lionel up for a chat.
thinking back right, p6 was the most problematic year of all. all the tonnings and stuff and latenightouts and the ****ing SSB talk that we had. im sure my form teacher was super disappointed in me lah, but at the same time, i think he's the only teacher that still looked at me as HIS student. super grateful thanks. but then what's the point, it has been 2 years. i bet all the other teachers still can't believe i got into rgs with my lousy attitude and stuff. please dont judge me you assholes. i dont give a shit what you think about me, but please shut your mouths and keep it to yourself. no point telling what you think of me so crudely cos i wont change because YOU dont like the way I am. what? you're just some teacher that thinks im a crap student, so why do i even bother? "im talking to her, no need to be nice and polite", yah then i shant be too. i dont mind reviewing myself if mrlong or mskoh talks to me lah, but please lah.. i wont see you all ever again so why do i even bother about y'all, i will just be forgotten ANYWAY.
i still have my geog pt, i've no idea how to continue, maybe i should just do abit more before going to bed. i need sleep to keep my cool wahah. first match lah dey.
ok. let's do it! YOU CAN DO IT BOON. i mah actin'eunice. whoo. jiayou peeps, ftw!
song for all of you. nothing special, but i like it :D
****. it doesnt want to let me embed it. but nvm here's the link.
http://www.imeem.com/deojoslac/music/_mciG6rF/elliot_yamin_wait_for_you
LYRICS :
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and
I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it wa
sIf you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …