Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Let's score the HRs!
so i'm the one who kopes all the cherries and bird's nest (again).
and anw that's not the point.
lot's of cryings today. and it's quite sad that i contributed to quite a part of it. it's so malu. right right right? started being really high with all the screamings and me needing to pee right after i changed into slacks. yah damn wdv right. but then everything started to go really badly.
was my first match lah. official or what, it is the very very first. i've watched seniors and the ccube play during their srcs and nats and whatsoever. watching and being a benchwarmer is always so much easier.
but once you get on the field, you really feel the whole thing. all the matches that you have watched just don't matter anymore. it's just, this match, our match. i was super super jin zhang.
at the start during warmups, my throws were flying everywhere, mostly to the ground and poor samantha had to keep running to get the balls. im so sorry kays. i will try very very hard to correct them. but then throwing with you is always nice cos you help me correct myselfffff [which only helps for a few throws and it starts going haywire again.] which is mostly due to my own problem. yay time to start improving lohhhhh.
and the worst worst thing was warmup batting. i made the juniors field for me for so long, and only 2 balls went towards them cause i was so screwed. i cant even time christine's tosses which were actually very nice. they keep saying just do it like you did during training/machine batting. but how to?! at that time i had coach there TEACHING me how to do it lah hahah. i need people to keep guiding me until i really really mastered it and get it. if not i will just screw up. but how can i expect someone to be there every single time. time to learn and be independent heheh.
and stupid me was trembling on the damn plate. kept thinking " nice strike got to hit, oh SHIT cant hit. cannot hit high balls musnt move the bat" tmd. tremble tremble tremble. and i bumped into the 2ndbase. woahmygosh and we all fell down. SUPER MALU damn it.
and you dodobirds dont want to tell us the score. we were all quite blur. until the end we also dont know the score OKAYS. only when we reached school and asked then we got to know. peicai's match next. no more stupid tears. no more i-dont-dares (uhhuh ding). LETS LEARN FROM OUT SILLIES AND GONG-IES AND FIGHT IT OUT WHOO. i have to jiayou alot hohohoh. CATCH UP WITH Y'ALL. go boon!
P.S and coach calls me boon lah like wth -_-
and anw that's not the point.
lot's of cryings today. and it's quite sad that i contributed to quite a part of it. it's so malu. right right right? started being really high with all the screamings and me needing to pee right after i changed into slacks. yah damn wdv right. but then everything started to go really badly.
was my first match lah. official or what, it is the very very first. i've watched seniors and the ccube play during their srcs and nats and whatsoever. watching and being a benchwarmer is always so much easier.
but once you get on the field, you really feel the whole thing. all the matches that you have watched just don't matter anymore. it's just, this match, our match. i was super super jin zhang.
at the start during warmups, my throws were flying everywhere, mostly to the ground and poor samantha had to keep running to get the balls. im so sorry kays. i will try very very hard to correct them. but then throwing with you is always nice cos you help me correct myselfffff [which only helps for a few throws and it starts going haywire again.] which is mostly due to my own problem. yay time to start improving lohhhhh.
and the worst worst thing was warmup batting. i made the juniors field for me for so long, and only 2 balls went towards them cause i was so screwed. i cant even time christine's tosses which were actually very nice. they keep saying just do it like you did during training/machine batting. but how to?! at that time i had coach there TEACHING me how to do it lah hahah. i need people to keep guiding me until i really really mastered it and get it. if not i will just screw up. but how can i expect someone to be there every single time. time to learn and be independent heheh.
and stupid me was trembling on the damn plate. kept thinking " nice strike got to hit, oh SHIT cant hit. cannot hit high balls musnt move the bat" tmd. tremble tremble tremble. and i bumped into the 2ndbase. woahmygosh and we all fell down. SUPER MALU damn it.
and you dodobirds dont want to tell us the score. we were all quite blur. until the end we also dont know the score OKAYS. only when we reached school and asked then we got to know. peicai's match next. no more stupid tears. no more i-dont-dares (uhhuh ding). LETS LEARN FROM OUT SILLIES AND GONG-IES AND FIGHT IT OUT WHOO. i have to jiayou alot hohohoh. CATCH UP WITH Y'ALL. go boon!
P.S and coach calls me boon lah like wth -_-