Monday, June 16, 2008
Life now, is just shit left four more trainings, nationals' coming, omg school is starting, must train harder, need to get things right.
So you see, it's all SOFTBALL. maybe plus some worrying about stupid zhong hua wen hua zhi lu, which i havent even started reading. And have no idea where it disappeared to. Okay and history pt. which is totally pointless. And science. Basically, this hols, i havent done a shit -ugly MSN smiley-.
I know this doesn't sound right coming from me. And we're are already worrying enough (i guess?). But then, it's really only 4 more trainings. We can spend half a training worrying about not getting things right, but we shouldnt just be oh shitting all the way and not trying to correct what we are doing wrong. I know im doing that ALL THE TIME, but then i guess its time for me to really change. I mean i cant possibly not be afraid of the ball, but i am willing to try. This is cliched la, but we're a team yeah. Everyoneeeeeee. We're all in this together, ho it reminds me of HSM. Okay yesss i know softball is not our life, neither is it mine. But since we want to be involved, we should be at least committed and i think im just trying to sound cheem but i hope it make sense.
Yay i really want to thank you all. it's in jocelyn's MSN convo. so yall wont be able to see it anyway. but seriously, thank you. For teaching me, and believing.
jocelynalannanicochristineemilykellysamanthanatalieeunicejinghan and all the sec ones i cant remember yall sorry but we're one team (remember the long talk we had with MROW). yah so. okay, i dont know so what, but yes.
Yup today during training, really have to thank eunice. for putting up with my screwed throws which went flying everywhere. i think i fa pi qi-ed today cos i couldnt get the stuff right. okay. i shant do that anymore. at least i am going to try.
Talked to jocelyn for really long at FJ.
im not sure if you all would hate me afterwards. but im just gonna say what i think. and im not trying to act so all-knowing and high&mighty or whatever shit you all think. cos i never tried to.
*if you all would try to remember the peicai match. when we lost. yep why am i talking about it? i used to think it was suicide but then im willing to do it now. we cant be blaming it on mood all the time right. what is that la. (SHIT I THINK YOU ALL ARE GOING TO HATE ME) so are we going to be always 'not in the mood' when we lose. i guess we were all feeling helpless when we see the balls roll past us and seeing our opponents running base after base. so this is the only time (left) to work on it. we are going to be playing with peicai. again. so are we going to repeat what happened?*
okay im not going to say anything anymore. shit manzx why am i afraid to blog.
coach hates people who cry. well, we all know that. but those who have worked so hard for everything, to see them fall apart.. well you get the point.
Hokay. no more softball.
but anyway, nico let's work together. :D
this is getting lousy.
Anyway. Jiayou peeps, i'll be seeing yall tmr, i miss yall alreadyy. 4 more trainings kay, let's count down to our next victory. WHOO.
So you see, it's all SOFTBALL. maybe plus some worrying about stupid zhong hua wen hua zhi lu, which i havent even started reading. And have no idea where it disappeared to. Okay and history pt. which is totally pointless. And science. Basically, this hols, i havent done a shit -ugly MSN smiley-.
I know this doesn't sound right coming from me. And we're are already worrying enough (i guess?). But then, it's really only 4 more trainings. We can spend half a training worrying about not getting things right, but we shouldnt just be oh shitting all the way and not trying to correct what we are doing wrong. I know im doing that ALL THE TIME, but then i guess its time for me to really change. I mean i cant possibly not be afraid of the ball, but i am willing to try. This is cliched la, but we're a team yeah. Everyoneeeeeee. We're all in this together, ho it reminds me of HSM. Okay yesss i know softball is not our life, neither is it mine. But since we want to be involved, we should be at least committed and i think im just trying to sound cheem but i hope it make sense.
Yay i really want to thank you all. it's in jocelyn's MSN convo. so yall wont be able to see it anyway. but seriously, thank you. For teaching me, and believing.
jocelynalannanicochristineemilykellysamanthanatalieeunicejinghan and all the sec ones i cant remember yall sorry but we're one team (remember the long talk we had with MROW). yah so. okay, i dont know so what, but yes.
Yup today during training, really have to thank eunice. for putting up with my screwed throws which went flying everywhere. i think i fa pi qi-ed today cos i couldnt get the stuff right. okay. i shant do that anymore. at least i am going to try.
Talked to jocelyn for really long at FJ.
im not sure if you all would hate me afterwards. but im just gonna say what i think. and im not trying to act so all-knowing and high&mighty or whatever shit you all think. cos i never tried to.
*if you all would try to remember the peicai match. when we lost. yep why am i talking about it? i used to think it was suicide but then im willing to do it now. we cant be blaming it on mood all the time right. what is that la. (SHIT I THINK YOU ALL ARE GOING TO HATE ME) so are we going to be always 'not in the mood' when we lose. i guess we were all feeling helpless when we see the balls roll past us and seeing our opponents running base after base. so this is the only time (left) to work on it. we are going to be playing with peicai. again. so are we going to repeat what happened?*
okay im not going to say anything anymore. shit manzx why am i afraid to blog.
coach hates people who cry. well, we all know that. but those who have worked so hard for everything, to see them fall apart.. well you get the point.
Hokay. no more softball.
but anyway, nico let's work together. :D
this is getting lousy.
Anyway. Jiayou peeps, i'll be seeing yall tmr, i miss yall alreadyy. 4 more trainings kay, let's count down to our next victory. WHOO.