Monday, June 30, 2008
I am serious. Never more serious than i am in my life.
I can't find my specs. Couldn't find it this morning, and can't find it now. And my eyes are so itchy i feel like gorging them out. I'm gonna have softballs for eyes tomorrow. And pardon me if there are spelling mistakes, can't see the screen afterall.
Yeah people, match tomorrow okay. Take my laughs, smiles and the luck, and we'll own the field kay.
Love talking to random people. She waved back to me yay ahah the cute little girl on the bus. Xiang Ting or whatever, I made a new friend :D So you see, I'm super sociable la, how can say i'm anti-social BLEH.
The world, is a blur.
I am a blur.
I am the world.
I can't find my specs. Couldn't find it this morning, and can't find it now. And my eyes are so itchy i feel like gorging them out. I'm gonna have softballs for eyes tomorrow. And pardon me if there are spelling mistakes, can't see the screen afterall.
Yeah people, match tomorrow okay. Take my laughs, smiles and the luck, and we'll own the field kay.
Love talking to random people. She waved back to me yay ahah the cute little girl on the bus. Xiang Ting or whatever, I made a new friend :D So you see, I'm super sociable la, how can say i'm anti-social BLEH.
The world, is a blur.
I am a blur.
I am the world.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
heecahping.
hiccuping la haha. why am i up so early on a sunday. and i haven't washed my equipment yet. oh crap, keara took my glove and threw it somewhere -BRB- okay found it it's behind the door. took like 20 minutes to wash my equipment. no wonder i can take like an hour for some 8 lined posts.
now i've ran out of stuff to say. okay shall reply tags.
eunice: i haven't done the dushubaogao yet. and the book. still haven't read. i can see the day i die. it's tomorrow.
lingg: hey siaocharbo, i missed you loads! yup, i saw. meet up on wednesday, and talk kay.
emily: yay. i'm gonna get c.ow to sign my dc slip. c.owc.ow
azritania: yupyup its me hahaha.
aijia: relinked :D
cat: what la, catsenggggg. haven't come yet anyway.
lingling: yeah i know. i don't have anyone else named ling2 yet.
joce: yayyyyy TV :D. skit,skitting,skittles.
Liin hey mmie, haven't seen you in a long time tooooo. i'll call you kay. MISSEDYOU.
eunice: you can have itttt. ahahahah.
yanling: yup linked.
hiccuping la haha. why am i up so early on a sunday. and i haven't washed my equipment yet. oh crap, keara took my glove and threw it somewhere -BRB- okay found it it's behind the door. took like 20 minutes to wash my equipment. no wonder i can take like an hour for some 8 lined posts.
now i've ran out of stuff to say. okay shall reply tags.
eunice: i haven't done the dushubaogao yet. and the book. still haven't read. i can see the day i die. it's tomorrow.
lingg: hey siaocharbo, i missed you loads! yup, i saw. meet up on wednesday, and talk kay.
emily: yay. i'm gonna get c.ow to sign my dc slip. c.owc.ow
azritania: yupyup its me hahaha.
aijia: relinked :D
cat: what la, catsenggggg. haven't come yet anyway.
lingling: yeah i know. i don't have anyone else named ling2 yet.
joce: yayyyyy TV :D. skit,skitting,skittles.
Liin hey mmie, haven't seen you in a long time tooooo. i'll call you kay. MISSEDYOU.
eunice: you can have itttt. ahahahah.
yanling: yup linked.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
TV yesterday. Watched TV ahahah. sounds wrong. Talent Vogue yeahh :D
Rushed up after training, had the duapai seat in front lol. we didn't pay $8 to sit behind la ahah. yes and finally payed jocelyn.
"I'm not a geek *pushes glasses*, I'm really not!*pushes glasses**pushes glasses*
Hokay ahahahaha that's stupid. not so kuazhang but then yep. I was quite glad i went kay. Who cares if we had to run and shout and change very quickly, it'll be sad if i missed it.
Anyway i finished my ribena quite quickly so i kept (ok not kept)koping their icelemontea.
the judges were quite erm, -_- except for the mophead :D anyway yes i really had fun there. laughedandlaughed. and laughed. But "i think the school needs to rethink their CLE" ahhahaha yah that's true.
and stupid emily and someone idk who sneaked up to the gallery hahaha. Pop up. :D I'm leaving so many paragraphs now ahah that sucks. I should go read zhong hua wen hua zhi lu soon. cos the next lesson would be my turn. heng it stopped at zhimin yesterday, if not i will be like errrrr for one minute and 27 seconds frowns for another 1 minute and yahh whatever.
okay my sister is going to browhaus or wtv to pluck her eyebrows and she asked if i wanted to follow her, gladly if i get to skip tuition hahaha justjokingg. i just wished my friend belated birthday and he is daoing me humpfh.
i'm really tired nowadays. oh crapz tuition later. and tomorrow. and the day after tomorrow. how sad a life can i get? and my cousin's maid wants to learn how to use the comp. maybe i should charge her ahahahah, i wish. sleepy. a few more days to $150. hang in there booon. stop and stare and walk away. right ahahaha. that's only for you.
and woman don't be unhappy anymore. or pissed or whatever. hokay idk what to say but STILL.
I'm giving away smiles for free to everyoneee here so take it and don't leave it.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D there will be enough for everyone after i finish but i'm too lazy and i have to go for tuition. k bye.
Rushed up after training, had the duapai seat in front lol. we didn't pay $8 to sit behind la ahah. yes and finally payed jocelyn.
"I'm not a geek *pushes glasses*, I'm really not!*pushes glasses**pushes glasses*
Hokay ahahahaha that's stupid. not so kuazhang but then yep. I was quite glad i went kay. Who cares if we had to run and shout and change very quickly, it'll be sad if i missed it.
Anyway i finished my ribena quite quickly so i kept (ok not kept)koping their icelemontea.
the judges were quite erm, -_- except for the mophead :D anyway yes i really had fun there. laughedandlaughed. and laughed. But "i think the school needs to rethink their CLE" ahhahaha yah that's true.
and stupid emily and someone idk who sneaked up to the gallery hahaha. Pop up. :D I'm leaving so many paragraphs now ahah that sucks. I should go read zhong hua wen hua zhi lu soon. cos the next lesson would be my turn. heng it stopped at zhimin yesterday, if not i will be like errrrr for one minute and 27 seconds frowns for another 1 minute and yahh whatever.
okay my sister is going to browhaus or wtv to pluck her eyebrows and she asked if i wanted to follow her, gladly if i get to skip tuition hahaha justjokingg. i just wished my friend belated birthday and he is daoing me humpfh.
i'm really tired nowadays. oh crapz tuition later. and tomorrow. and the day after tomorrow. how sad a life can i get? and my cousin's maid wants to learn how to use the comp. maybe i should charge her ahahahah, i wish. sleepy. a few more days to $150. hang in there booon. stop and stare and walk away. right ahahaha. that's only for you.
and woman don't be unhappy anymore. or pissed or whatever. hokay idk what to say but STILL.
I'm giving away smiles for free to everyoneee here so take it and don't leave it.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D there will be enough for everyone after i finish but i'm too lazy and i have to go for tuition. k bye.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
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Monday, June 23, 2008
i dont give a damndamndamn about GEOGdebate ahaha. i am the MNC whoo rich peepels. whatever deforestation LA dont send me anything about research kay cos im most probably not going to do it. but emails are free anyway.
i am supposed to be asleep now but i had such a fun day today and i cant fall asleep and i keep spelling words wrongly and i have to keep pressing backspace which i really annoying.
I AM MISS RETARDO thankyou. today at the lab, i was supposed to test for the rate of reaction or WHATEVER. i had the hydrochloric acid in the beaker and limewater in the testube ahahahha it was supposed to be the other way round. then i put the whatever tube in and stared at the limewater for awhile. and i realised i FORGOT TO PUT THE CALCIUM CARBONATE IN oh my gosh i suck laaaaaa. okay i probably wont even know if stupid jocelyn wasnt there. and COKE IS pH 2. dont drink it. but it probably wont do us anymore harm since our stomach acid is pH 1+. (Stupid motorcycle just vroomed past. ITS 1129.) and hydrochloric acid is pH 1 and i spilled it over my hand :/
I HAVE A GREEN AND YELLOW BRUISE. that's so ugly. i cant see it now. played blow wind blow during english as intro. it was fun laaaa. i like running about. i hate introductions. HI I AM so-and-so AND I LIKE this-and-that. SO BORING LA have to do it every year suckaaaa. kill me please.
tuition was ultra stupid. and funny. PLEASE RIRGANDNANYANG ARE THE ULTIMATE CRAPPERZ. yes stupid mslan confiscated my phone and left it on the table stupidddddddddd so i took it back. indices are driving me mad. but at least im not doing graphs anymore SAD RI.
chinese tomorrow. I.AM.SAD. im going to go to the sickbay, and lie there till chinese is over. SHIT LAHZX maybe not. im just gonna be there to annoy zHAO. please fall down the stairs tomorrow. i think everybody wouldnt mind a free block.
hokay sister's gonna kill me if i dont let her use.
ZAI JIAN.
i am supposed to be asleep now but i had such a fun day today and i cant fall asleep and i keep spelling words wrongly and i have to keep pressing backspace which i really annoying.
I AM MISS RETARDO thankyou. today at the lab, i was supposed to test for the rate of reaction or WHATEVER. i had the hydrochloric acid in the beaker and limewater in the testube ahahahha it was supposed to be the other way round. then i put the whatever tube in and stared at the limewater for awhile. and i realised i FORGOT TO PUT THE CALCIUM CARBONATE IN oh my gosh i suck laaaaaa. okay i probably wont even know if stupid jocelyn wasnt there. and COKE IS pH 2. dont drink it. but it probably wont do us anymore harm since our stomach acid is pH 1+. (Stupid motorcycle just vroomed past. ITS 1129.) and hydrochloric acid is pH 1 and i spilled it over my hand :/
I HAVE A GREEN AND YELLOW BRUISE. that's so ugly. i cant see it now. played blow wind blow during english as intro. it was fun laaaa. i like running about. i hate introductions. HI I AM so-and-so AND I LIKE this-and-that. SO BORING LA have to do it every year suckaaaa. kill me please.
tuition was ultra stupid. and funny. PLEASE RIRGANDNANYANG ARE THE ULTIMATE CRAPPERZ. yes stupid mslan confiscated my phone and left it on the table stupidddddddddd so i took it back. indices are driving me mad. but at least im not doing graphs anymore SAD RI.
chinese tomorrow. I.AM.SAD. im going to go to the sickbay, and lie there till chinese is over. SHIT LAHZX maybe not. im just gonna be there to annoy zHAO. please fall down the stairs tomorrow. i think everybody wouldnt mind a free block.
hokay sister's gonna kill me if i dont let her use.
ZAI JIAN.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
♥20twenty! MR BOM BAS TIC. says:
yeah babayye
♥ 4four! MR BOM BAS TIC says:
HI ALANNA
♥16sixteen! MR BOM BAS TIC. says:
HI KWONG
♥ 4four! MR BOM BAS TIC says:
IM MR BOMBASTIC
♥20twenty! MR BOM BAS TIC. says:
I'M MR FABULOUSTATIC
♥16sixteen! MR BOM BAS TIC. says:
AND YOURE SPASTIC
OH MY GOD I LOVE BATCH CONVOS MANZXZ.
and the HELLO SOFTBALLER OKAY BUHBYE thing. shitzo i love yall.
yeah babayye
♥ 4four! MR BOM BAS TIC says:
HI ALANNA
♥16sixteen! MR BOM BAS TIC. says:
HI KWONG
♥ 4four! MR BOM BAS TIC says:
IM MR BOMBASTIC
♥20twenty! MR BOM BAS TIC. says:
I'M MR FABULOUSTATIC
♥16sixteen! MR BOM BAS TIC. says:
AND YOURE SPASTIC
OH MY GOD I LOVE BATCH CONVOS MANZXZ.
and the HELLO SOFTBALLER OKAY BUHBYE thing. shitzo i love yall.
Friday, June 20, 2008
Do it right, and you'll whack them upside down.
yeahman babehhhs let's do it coolio dodos.
and today after training we are like the rgsoftballchoir. holah.
you raise me uppppppppp, so i can stand on mountains (stand on mountains)
you raise me uppp, to walk on stormy seas (stormy seaaaaaas)
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders[high][low];
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
*dengdengdengdeng*
you raise me upppppppppppppp etcetc.
hokay that's retarded. but we sounded nice i think ahahhaha ego.
and kelly with her stupid C.OW hahahahh. good morning Mr C.OW :D moo. yup and when we were keeping equipment, i think a bird shitted or something, so koh and i ran to the cupboards. THAT'S WHY I HATE BIRDS. they steal my food, and they shit everywhere. ok i dont mind sparrows and nice yellow birds or whatever. just not stupid pigeons and mynahs. that steal my food ALL. THE. TIME.
then had bubbletea and didnt have enough to go home AGAIN ahahahhaha. i should stop doing that seriously. maybe one day they will all ditch me and i have to walk home form orchard SHOCKHORROR. sister walked home from aljunied before. she took 3 hours. siao one. i then dont want to walk ah. i bet i'll give up halfway and cab back home and ask someone to come down to pay for me hoho. brother does that all the time.
my feet hurts. my stinky feet. okay, not stinky. what does it smell like. crap what the heck am i saying imnotgoingtosmellitLOL.
and i have ugly painful blisters. and my muscles are aching. my back hurts when i throw. oh whatever im not gonna bother about such stuff. ITS FRIDAY. WHOO. oh EUNICE. i still remember your whatever TGIF thing. ahhahahaha.
oh manzx i smell like sunblock.
wo yao qu chong liang le. let's speak perfect chinese. and english.
i'm going to bathe now (in the english accent.) oh well, that didnt sound really standard. i'm going to take a bath now LOLS.
OK. I AM GOING NOW and heck about english WHATEVERS.
yeahman babehhhs let's do it coolio dodos.
and today after training we are like the rgsoftballchoir. holah.
you raise me uppppppppp, so i can stand on mountains (stand on mountains)
you raise me uppp, to walk on stormy seas (stormy seaaaaaas)
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders[high][low];
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
*dengdengdengdeng*
you raise me upppppppppppppp etcetc.
hokay that's retarded. but we sounded nice i think ahahhaha ego.
and kelly with her stupid C.OW hahahahh. good morning Mr C.OW :D moo. yup and when we were keeping equipment, i think a bird shitted or something, so koh and i ran to the cupboards. THAT'S WHY I HATE BIRDS. they steal my food, and they shit everywhere. ok i dont mind sparrows and nice yellow birds or whatever. just not stupid pigeons and mynahs. that steal my food ALL. THE. TIME.
then had bubbletea and didnt have enough to go home AGAIN ahahahhaha. i should stop doing that seriously. maybe one day they will all ditch me and i have to walk home form orchard SHOCKHORROR. sister walked home from aljunied before. she took 3 hours. siao one. i then dont want to walk ah. i bet i'll give up halfway and cab back home and ask someone to come down to pay for me hoho. brother does that all the time.
my feet hurts. my stinky feet. okay, not stinky. what does it smell like. crap what the heck am i saying imnotgoingtosmellitLOL.
and i have ugly painful blisters. and my muscles are aching. my back hurts when i throw. oh whatever im not gonna bother about such stuff. ITS FRIDAY. WHOO. oh EUNICE. i still remember your whatever TGIF thing. ahhahahaha.
oh manzx i smell like sunblock.
wo yao qu chong liang le. let's speak perfect chinese. and english.
i'm going to bathe now (in the english accent.) oh well, that didnt sound really standard. i'm going to take a bath now LOLS.
OK. I AM GOING NOW and heck about english WHATEVERS.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Will you count me in?
I've been awake for a while now
You got me feeling like a child now
'Cause every time I see
your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place
It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
The rain is falling on
my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under cover staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
But What am I gonna to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmm
It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you
hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to
feel your warmth
It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight
Wherever... wherever... wherever you go...
Wherever... wherever... wherever you go...
wherever you go...
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
beepom.
thanks JOCELYN.
:D for the ribena, AND MORE.
and SIMIN.
for talking to me, and helping. loveDING.
and WW.
thanks ah for cheering me up. ahwell.
plus batch. HOHO.
this is so not original. but it was me that came up with the thankyou list first hahah. why do i even bother explaining haha.
THANKS PEEPS anw.
love you all bodohs.
thanks JOCELYN.
:D for the ribena, AND MORE.
and SIMIN.
for talking to me, and helping. loveDING.
and WW.
thanks ah for cheering me up. ahwell.
plus batch. HOHO.
this is so not original. but it was me that came up with the thankyou list first hahah. why do i even bother explaining haha.
THANKS PEEPS anw.
love you all bodohs.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Life now, is just shit left four more trainings, nationals' coming, omg school is starting, must train harder, need to get things right.
So you see, it's all SOFTBALL. maybe plus some worrying about stupid zhong hua wen hua zhi lu, which i havent even started reading. And have no idea where it disappeared to. Okay and history pt. which is totally pointless. And science. Basically, this hols, i havent done a shit -ugly MSN smiley-.
I know this doesn't sound right coming from me. And we're are already worrying enough (i guess?). But then, it's really only 4 more trainings. We can spend half a training worrying about not getting things right, but we shouldnt just be oh shitting all the way and not trying to correct what we are doing wrong. I know im doing that ALL THE TIME, but then i guess its time for me to really change. I mean i cant possibly not be afraid of the ball, but i am willing to try. This is cliched la, but we're a team yeah. Everyoneeeeeee. We're all in this together, ho it reminds me of HSM. Okay yesss i know softball is not our life, neither is it mine. But since we want to be involved, we should be at least committed and i think im just trying to sound cheem but i hope it make sense.
Yay i really want to thank you all. it's in jocelyn's MSN convo. so yall wont be able to see it anyway. but seriously, thank you. For teaching me, and believing.
jocelynalannanicochristineemilykellysamanthanatalieeunicejinghan and all the sec ones i cant remember yall sorry but we're one team (remember the long talk we had with MROW). yah so. okay, i dont know so what, but yes.
Yup today during training, really have to thank eunice. for putting up with my screwed throws which went flying everywhere. i think i fa pi qi-ed today cos i couldnt get the stuff right. okay. i shant do that anymore. at least i am going to try.
Talked to jocelyn for really long at FJ.
im not sure if you all would hate me afterwards. but im just gonna say what i think. and im not trying to act so all-knowing and high&mighty or whatever shit you all think. cos i never tried to.
*if you all would try to remember the peicai match. when we lost. yep why am i talking about it? i used to think it was suicide but then im willing to do it now. we cant be blaming it on mood all the time right. what is that la. (SHIT I THINK YOU ALL ARE GOING TO HATE ME) so are we going to be always 'not in the mood' when we lose. i guess we were all feeling helpless when we see the balls roll past us and seeing our opponents running base after base. so this is the only time (left) to work on it. we are going to be playing with peicai. again. so are we going to repeat what happened?*
okay im not going to say anything anymore. shit manzx why am i afraid to blog.
coach hates people who cry. well, we all know that. but those who have worked so hard for everything, to see them fall apart.. well you get the point.
Hokay. no more softball.
but anyway, nico let's work together. :D
this is getting lousy.
Anyway. Jiayou peeps, i'll be seeing yall tmr, i miss yall alreadyy. 4 more trainings kay, let's count down to our next victory. WHOO.
So you see, it's all SOFTBALL. maybe plus some worrying about stupid zhong hua wen hua zhi lu, which i havent even started reading. And have no idea where it disappeared to. Okay and history pt. which is totally pointless. And science. Basically, this hols, i havent done a shit -ugly MSN smiley-.
I know this doesn't sound right coming from me. And we're are already worrying enough (i guess?). But then, it's really only 4 more trainings. We can spend half a training worrying about not getting things right, but we shouldnt just be oh shitting all the way and not trying to correct what we are doing wrong. I know im doing that ALL THE TIME, but then i guess its time for me to really change. I mean i cant possibly not be afraid of the ball, but i am willing to try. This is cliched la, but we're a team yeah. Everyoneeeeeee. We're all in this together, ho it reminds me of HSM. Okay yesss i know softball is not our life, neither is it mine. But since we want to be involved, we should be at least committed and i think im just trying to sound cheem but i hope it make sense.
Yay i really want to thank you all. it's in jocelyn's MSN convo. so yall wont be able to see it anyway. but seriously, thank you. For teaching me, and believing.
jocelynalannanicochristineemilykellysamanthanatalieeunicejinghan and all the sec ones i cant remember yall sorry but we're one team (remember the long talk we had with MROW). yah so. okay, i dont know so what, but yes.
Yup today during training, really have to thank eunice. for putting up with my screwed throws which went flying everywhere. i think i fa pi qi-ed today cos i couldnt get the stuff right. okay. i shant do that anymore. at least i am going to try.
Talked to jocelyn for really long at FJ.
im not sure if you all would hate me afterwards. but im just gonna say what i think. and im not trying to act so all-knowing and high&mighty or whatever shit you all think. cos i never tried to.
*if you all would try to remember the peicai match. when we lost. yep why am i talking about it? i used to think it was suicide but then im willing to do it now. we cant be blaming it on mood all the time right. what is that la. (SHIT I THINK YOU ALL ARE GOING TO HATE ME) so are we going to be always 'not in the mood' when we lose. i guess we were all feeling helpless when we see the balls roll past us and seeing our opponents running base after base. so this is the only time (left) to work on it. we are going to be playing with peicai. again. so are we going to repeat what happened?*
okay im not going to say anything anymore. shit manzx why am i afraid to blog.
coach hates people who cry. well, we all know that. but those who have worked so hard for everything, to see them fall apart.. well you get the point.
Hokay. no more softball.
but anyway, nico let's work together. :D
this is getting lousy.
Anyway. Jiayou peeps, i'll be seeing yall tmr, i miss yall alreadyy. 4 more trainings kay, let's count down to our next victory. WHOO.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
hopeless. hi, that's me.
what the hell lah. everything also say too loud, go into the room la. one big TV there don't want to watch. I play piano also must make so much noise. shashou you also say noisy, everything also noisy. it is like that what, why must make it pleasing to your ear is it? I dont only play peaceful soothing classicals kay. i'm gonna shatter the windows some day, see what you can do.
RAWR. I NEED TO SAY THAT OUT LOUD, NOT JUST BLOG IT. i am peeved.
this is going to be such an angsty post. BUT I AM ANGRY.
Every thing is AHWEN'S FAULT.
Everything
When stupid baby falls down and cries, i get scolded even though im at the other end of the room. fall fall la, not like it's my fault right. stupid baby, everything also cry. wake up cry, sleep cry, cannot watch tv also cry. if you are my brother i'm gonna slap you upside down.
Play with harold glenda and hester only will get scolded. EH is they want to play with me one kay, stupid kids, brother fall down just point at me.
I should stop trying to have fun and just kill myself.
Ok, i hate stupid kids. And my house is full of them.
"It's ahwenjiejie's fault" i hear that again and i'm never going down.
I. HATE. KIDS.
And i hate school
That is an understatement.
But isn't it quite sad.
People go to jail or saying LKY sucks.
But when i say school sucks, where do i go?
i go to SCHOOL. D:
and stupid annoying baby. kept screaming at the restaurant. I unleash my little girl on you ah. She will kill you. Like how she killed all the others.
RAWR. I NEED TO SAY THAT OUT LOUD, NOT JUST BLOG IT. i am peeved.
this is going to be such an angsty post. BUT I AM ANGRY.
Every thing is AHWEN'S FAULT.
Everything
When stupid baby falls down and cries, i get scolded even though im at the other end of the room. fall fall la, not like it's my fault right. stupid baby, everything also cry. wake up cry, sleep cry, cannot watch tv also cry. if you are my brother i'm gonna slap you upside down.
Play with harold glenda and hester only will get scolded. EH is they want to play with me one kay, stupid kids, brother fall down just point at me.
I should stop trying to have fun and just kill myself.
Ok, i hate stupid kids. And my house is full of them.
"It's ahwenjiejie's fault" i hear that again and i'm never going down.
I. HATE. KIDS.
And i hate school
That is an understatement.
But isn't it quite sad.
People go to jail or saying LKY sucks.
But when i say school sucks, where do i go?
i go to SCHOOL. D:
and stupid annoying baby. kept screaming at the restaurant. I unleash my little girl on you ah. She will kill you. Like how she killed all the others.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
i want to. and i'll see that i do.
thanks really, i will try my best.
and im not just saying it, really!
i dont want to disappoint, not anymore.
thanks really, i will try my best.
and im not just saying it, really!
i dont want to disappoint, not anymore.
Monday, June 09, 2008
im still damn impressed with the nightwish phantom of the opera thing.
charlotte was super weird today. the first thing she said when she came in was :
"my mum took away my ****ing credit card"
super random, rude. but i couldn't help but laugh. and it's the kind of laugh that can't stop. and everyone started laughing i really have no idea why. im just fascinated by the fact that the first thing she does is come into the class and starts swearing and chattering, non-stop.
and i cannot stand it. im wondering if i should laugh or be angry
my brother found a pair of new havainas during his chalet. and my ahma(?!) is fighting with me for it. hahah but its okay la, i have mine anyway.
which part of NO, THANK YOU did the person not understand. right maybe i didnt say "thank you" but i will just leave it there to make myself look more polite. But you know it's donation LEH. if i don't want you should just let us go, and not keep begging us to donate. >:/ and i couldnt donate to the blind uncle playing the flute
HUMPFH.
r-u-b-b-i-s-h.
and we sat at macdonalds for so very long but our discussion got no where. and emily and eunice tried to draw powerpuffgirls which were complete flop[s] and kelly tried to act lian or something la retarddddddos.
ok so how, what colour are we going to decide on. and i hope we were just joking about the olive green and shit brown. well I was.
and i think ri guys are weird(no offence) in general. ok nevermind they are all the same
i like talking to random people, they make me laugh.
so incoherent. that's it goodbye.
charlotte was super weird today. the first thing she said when she came in was :
"my mum took away my ****ing credit card"
super random, rude. but i couldn't help but laugh. and it's the kind of laugh that can't stop. and everyone started laughing i really have no idea why. im just fascinated by the fact that the first thing she does is come into the class and starts swearing and chattering, non-stop.
and i cannot stand it. im wondering if i should laugh or be angry
my brother found a pair of new havainas during his chalet. and my ahma(?!) is fighting with me for it. hahah but its okay la, i have mine anyway.
which part of NO, THANK YOU did the person not understand. right maybe i didnt say "thank you" but i will just leave it there to make myself look more polite. But you know it's donation LEH. if i don't want you should just let us go, and not keep begging us to donate. >:/ and i couldnt donate to the blind uncle playing the flute
HUMPFH.
r-u-b-b-i-s-h.
and we sat at macdonalds for so very long but our discussion got no where. and emily and eunice tried to draw powerpuffgirls which were complete flop[s] and kelly tried to act lian or something la retarddddddos.
ok so how, what colour are we going to decide on. and i hope we were just joking about the olive green and shit brown. well I was.
and i think ri guys are weird(no offence) in general. ok nevermind they are all the same
i like talking to random people, they make me laugh.
so incoherent. that's it goodbye.
Sunday, June 08, 2008
Q1: Do you like your present school?
A1: not in a million years please.
Q2: What do you want the most now?
A2: uhm, to get well.
Q3: Who is the closest person to you in your school?
A3: batchmates, i guess.
Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
A4: yup
Q5: Are you afraid of death?
A5: nope, i find myself wishing for it sometimes.
Q6: What is your goal this year?
A6: good results? isn't that what everyone wants?
Q7: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A7: guess so.
Q8: Do you believe in eternity love?
A8: tell me how many people you can find who believes in love at first sight but not eternity love -_-
Q9: Have you ever broken someone’s heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
A9: i dont know. i know quite a number of psychos. NOT.
Q10: What do you enjoy doing the most?
A10: i've no idea. but i like to be by myself, for awhile.
Q11: Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
A11: eh, no.
Q12: What feeling do you hate most?
A12: embarrassment, fear, guilt.
Q13: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
A13: i tried.
Q14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
A14: i dont like to think.
Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A15: [thinking]
Q16: Do you find life meaningless?
A16: we all go through that
Q17: What do you live for?
A17: oh please, stop working my braincells. im almost left with none
Q18: Who do you talk most to in school?
A18: no one in particular.
Q19: What are you listening to now?
A19: ze television. (not a song, in case yo retards didnt know)
Q20: What material thing do you want most now?
A20: ehm. EHM. :D idk.
i hate thinking :D
and CHOYA is a gross drink please for heaven's sake don't buy it (y'all can't buy it anw.) ITS NOT NICE, don't listen to the stupid woman. and i cant stand the smell of donuts, i feel like puking. FOOD makes me want to puke now. i hate being sick D:
A1: not in a million years please.
Q2: What do you want the most now?
A2: uhm, to get well.
Q3: Who is the closest person to you in your school?
A3: batchmates, i guess.
Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
A4: yup
Q5: Are you afraid of death?
A5: nope, i find myself wishing for it sometimes.
Q6: What is your goal this year?
A6: good results? isn't that what everyone wants?
Q7: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A7: guess so.
Q8: Do you believe in eternity love?
A8: tell me how many people you can find who believes in love at first sight but not eternity love -_-
Q9: Have you ever broken someone’s heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
A9: i dont know. i know quite a number of psychos. NOT.
Q10: What do you enjoy doing the most?
A10: i've no idea. but i like to be by myself, for awhile.
Q11: Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
A11: eh, no.
Q12: What feeling do you hate most?
A12: embarrassment, fear, guilt.
Q13: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
A13: i tried.
Q14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
A14: i dont like to think.
Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A15: [thinking]
Q16: Do you find life meaningless?
A16: we all go through that
Q17: What do you live for?
A17: oh please, stop working my braincells. im almost left with none
Q18: Who do you talk most to in school?
A18: no one in particular.
Q19: What are you listening to now?
A19: ze television. (not a song, in case yo retards didnt know)
Q20: What material thing do you want most now?
A20: ehm. EHM. :D idk.
i hate thinking :D
and CHOYA is a gross drink please for heaven's sake don't buy it (y'all can't buy it anw.) ITS NOT NICE, don't listen to the stupid woman. and i cant stand the smell of donuts, i feel like puking. FOOD makes me want to puke now. i hate being sick D:
Saturday, June 07, 2008
i cant help it if i blog ten thousand times a day so i am gonna put everything together now.
kieran came today. kealan's still with his omnitrix or whatever. that thing is too big for his tiny hands la. anw was locked upstairs today, called down to get the keys.
me: bring the key up.
kieran: no
me: ok, get any of the maids downstairs to get the key for me.
kieran: ok, wait. [pause] KEALAN!!!!
me: i said MAID!
yup so in the end it was my mum who came up to unlock the door.
and keara sat on my shoulders for ages and didnt want to get off and she held on to my hair when i wanted to let her down.
crazy siblings.
wanted to go for training today (WOW! xD) but felt too much like poop.
tuition today was sucky. stupid replacement teacher. kept asking me to listen. doesnt mean when i talk to don't listen (there was nth much to listen anw, who actually pays attention to economy shitz) and it's only the me and yujia kind of convo, not the type which disrupts the class kind of thing. yup, so the only thing i miss about miss ting is that she doesnt ask me to keep quiet when i speak. ok i dont speak in her class that much. TUITION :/
and eew gross i cant stand medicine. even the tablets/pills are gross. and the cough syrup >_< puke. i am something-phobic. ahaha.
Oh talking about phobias my primary6 class used to have a list of phobias on the noticeboard at the back of the class. there is a phobia of hair OMG what the hell so those people are botak? yup, lots of weird phobias.
feel like doing some quizzes now.
using a damn lousy phone, cant even read chinese la fhat the hell.
>kelly: yep thanks :D
>emily: haha okay, thankyouuu ah. and let's go to the library tgt soon. and start our sciencept.
>joce: oops hhaha. sorry i dont like quarreling with stupid woman(s) :D
kieran came today. kealan's still with his omnitrix or whatever. that thing is too big for his tiny hands la. anw was locked upstairs today, called down to get the keys.
me: bring the key up.
kieran: no
me: ok, get any of the maids downstairs to get the key for me.
kieran: ok, wait. [pause] KEALAN!!!!
me: i said MAID!
yup so in the end it was my mum who came up to unlock the door.
and keara sat on my shoulders for ages and didnt want to get off and she held on to my hair when i wanted to let her down.
crazy siblings.
wanted to go for training today (WOW! xD) but felt too much like poop.
tuition today was sucky. stupid replacement teacher. kept asking me to listen. doesnt mean when i talk to don't listen (there was nth much to listen anw, who actually pays attention to economy shitz) and it's only the me and yujia kind of convo, not the type which disrupts the class kind of thing. yup, so the only thing i miss about miss ting is that she doesnt ask me to keep quiet when i speak. ok i dont speak in her class that much. TUITION :/
and eew gross i cant stand medicine. even the tablets/pills are gross. and the cough syrup >_< puke. i am something-phobic. ahaha.
Oh talking about phobias my primary6 class used to have a list of phobias on the noticeboard at the back of the class. there is a phobia of hair OMG what the hell so those people are botak? yup, lots of weird phobias.
feel like doing some quizzes now.
using a damn lousy phone, cant even read chinese la fhat the hell.
>kelly: yep thanks :D
>emily: haha okay, thankyouuu ah. and let's go to the library tgt soon. and start our sciencept.
>joce: oops hhaha. sorry i dont like quarreling with stupid woman(s) :D
Friday, June 06, 2008
I am sick D:
so i slept at 8plus ytd, 8PLUS! But i kept waking up cos i was feeling like shit. crap man. Can't go anywhere today. Have to stay home and do homework.
SAD :/
so i slept at 8plus ytd, 8PLUS! But i kept waking up cos i was feeling like shit. crap man. Can't go anywhere today. Have to stay home and do homework.
SAD :/
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER :D
and we dunked eunice today.
:D
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
I'm so bored now.
Trying to type with correct capitalizations, so that my entries don't always just contain small letters. Is there even a word 'capitalization' ? Haha whatever, so long as I get it.
Met Adalie and Eunice today at J8, only Adalie bought something: her brown flats. Then went walking around J8 which is quite boring actually since half of 3rd level is taken up by Best. That siao Adalie wanted to buy a guitar la shitz her, sospoiltandrich hahah. We met Felicia and slacked for awhile, then went to Orchard, hahha sorry dodo made you go Bishan for nothing. Walked to Heeren la hell, shouldn't have alighted at Orchard in the first place. Kept walking to and fro la, so tiring, And the place was like roasting us.
This random person came up to us and gave us $28 dollars worth of engwah tickets for $10 donation. Ok he said he'd take 20seconds of our time, but it was far more than that even though he spoke like a bullet train. Anw, i think the engwah thing is useless la. Who goes to EngWah anyway, it's like old and stuff, and there's like Cathay and Golden Village.
[whatthehellmans. capitallettersaresuchaCHORE. ]
Went to Fareast, and then trained home. such a boring day, life is getting so mundane.
Talking to ding now, our intellectual talks :D Future. Maybe we will all change like super lot. I don't know. It's just so far away, but at the same time it's coming really soon. Our future lol. One day when you see a train just driving past the station without stopping, you'll know I really became a MRT Train Conductor.
Ok that is seriously impossible. i can NEVER be a MRT train conductor please. i won't be able to survive a normal person's pay by the way im splurging now. So i have to yonggongdushu and stuff to get a good job to sponsor my crazy splurging habits.
And I'm so broke now.
Saw the 2 expensive chocolate brands at TSC. Royce and Godiva. Yah and i bet the salesperson must be thinking that stupid girl (Felicia) just ate my sample and walked away.
And don't think i'd change just because you said you don't like people who swear. Isn't your darn business what I do. I don't interfere with your life so you shouldn't too. And don't make me do what I don't want to okay. You wouldn't like it if i did.
Fuck
I'm trying my best to refrain myself from swearing already so don't give that face when i (accidentally) swear. It's my mouth and my mind and I say what I like and don't need your opinion.
Not everyone has to put up with your temper so just think about it yourself kay.
P.S. Swear word(s) are only included in posts to prove my point so don't mind me.
Trying to type with correct capitalizations, so that my entries don't always just contain small letters. Is there even a word 'capitalization' ? Haha whatever, so long as I get it.
Met Adalie and Eunice today at J8, only Adalie bought something: her brown flats. Then went walking around J8 which is quite boring actually since half of 3rd level is taken up by Best. That siao Adalie wanted to buy a guitar la shitz her, sospoiltandrich hahah. We met Felicia and slacked for awhile, then went to Orchard, hahha sorry dodo made you go Bishan for nothing. Walked to Heeren la hell, shouldn't have alighted at Orchard in the first place. Kept walking to and fro la, so tiring, And the place was like roasting us.
This random person came up to us and gave us $28 dollars worth of engwah tickets for $10 donation. Ok he said he'd take 20seconds of our time, but it was far more than that even though he spoke like a bullet train. Anw, i think the engwah thing is useless la. Who goes to EngWah anyway, it's like old and stuff, and there's like Cathay and Golden Village.
[whatthehellmans. capitallettersaresuchaCHORE. ]
Went to Fareast, and then trained home. such a boring day, life is getting so mundane.
Talking to ding now, our intellectual talks :D Future. Maybe we will all change like super lot. I don't know. It's just so far away, but at the same time it's coming really soon. Our future lol. One day when you see a train just driving past the station without stopping, you'll know I really became a MRT Train Conductor.
Ok that is seriously impossible. i can NEVER be a MRT train conductor please. i won't be able to survive a normal person's pay by the way im splurging now. So i have to yonggongdushu and stuff to get a good job to sponsor my crazy splurging habits.
And I'm so broke now.
Saw the 2 expensive chocolate brands at TSC. Royce and Godiva. Yah and i bet the salesperson must be thinking that stupid girl (Felicia) just ate my sample and walked away.
And don't think i'd change just because you said you don't like people who swear. Isn't your darn business what I do. I don't interfere with your life so you shouldn't too. And don't make me do what I don't want to okay. You wouldn't like it if i did.
Fuck
I'm trying my best to refrain myself from swearing already so don't give that face when i (accidentally) swear. It's my mouth and my mind and I say what I like and don't need your opinion.
Not everyone has to put up with your temper so just think about it yourself kay.
P.S. Swear word(s) are only included in posts to prove my point so don't mind me.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
slept at 3am. was playing msngames with ghost, yepp it has been quite awhile huh.
woke up at 10 today and slacked till about 12+, then i had to get ready for tuition. it wasn't that bad i guess, since i know some of the people there, if not all, just not personally. went to amk station to collect some stuff and went to bro's bbq party. i ate like 10 000 000 calories la shit. so maybe i'll develop short term barbiedoll syndrome.
D:
woke up at 10 today and slacked till about 12+, then i had to get ready for tuition. it wasn't that bad i guess, since i know some of the people there, if not all, just not personally. went to amk station to collect some stuff and went to bro's bbq party. i ate like 10 000 000 calories la shit. so maybe i'll develop short term barbiedoll syndrome.
D:
It's sunday now.
Ok, yesterday was a super busy day, with training, tuition and supposedly piano class but it was cancelled in the end. Woke up at 6+ but was still late for training. Can't help it la, the traffic is screwed. Actually i've no idea why since i was sleeping the whole way. It was quite productive i guess although it's still me and my screwed batting.
Left early at 1130 since i have tuition. I wonder how i can be late for everything. I took 45 mins to clean up, walk, mrt and starbucks. So I was late for tuition too. It was quite okay for the first time; we were supposed to write a letter to your favourite _____ or just someone you admire or aspire to be like. I think I chose the MRT conductor :D Yup, quite weird but i want to be a MRT conductor just for a day. Then I skip some stations wahahha! Then from Orchard, next stop Ang Mo Kio. That would be much faster hahah then those sad people who have to alight in between have to wait for the pathetic 7mins train. Hoho i am twisted.
After that accompanied Kealan to Macs to get his mcnuggets meal or whatever you call that and we went to the foodcourt. Had chickenteriyaki bento. Before we left the cleaner person came up to clear the stuff.
Cleaner: We don't clear outside food *points at macs*
Me: Oh, uhm okay. Then we'll just leave it here *walks off*
Cleaner: *gives weird look*
Hhaha ok that's so crap. So because piano was cancelled, went to citylinkmall. On the way earned $10 cos apparently mum wanted me to guess where were we which was pretty obvious cos she stopped at a traffic light infront of BHG, and the road sign says Fraser Street. Yep and she said she thought i was gonggong (whatever) and wouldnt know what is BHG. She wanted to come all the way to CLMall just to show me crumpler la piang. I don't even want it :/ cos i don't like the little guy with only three pathetic strands of hair. haha bought a white roxy wallet and yup i was quite happy. Walked all the way to suntec but she got tired so we went back after awhile. Went into Levi's on the way back. Still so expensive, and they have what, Levi's Slims? Heck la, they look exactly like skinnyjeans la please and they're $169 -_-. Rubbish.
Bought stuff from Fox and MPH. I think i'm going to start reading alot of books. Bought True Believer by Nicholas Sparks. I want to buy all his books la, if i can afford it cos the blurb just makes me want to read it.
Bought my first bar of Godiva chocolate and i most probably won't ever buy it again cos 1 bar cost like FREAKING $9!! I would be already jumping for joy if Hersheys went on a sale la. I can but how many Hersheys with $9. And they must purposely wrap till so nicely that i cant bear to eat it. Is this how they waste my money, if it is, it's obviously succeeding BLAH. kept going into newurbanmale just for the fun of it. OH YAH AND I MET NICOTEO! :D hahah.
Went to dintaifung for dinner. had xiaolongbaos :D
Hhaha and i told the pasarmalam uncle that its greatsingaporesales now and they should give me a discount. ok im so retarded.
and i just packed my room but its now in a bigger mess than before. nvm, there's still tmr.
ok my hands are tired. I STILL CANT BELIEVE I BOUGHT THEY GODIVA.
i want my honeystars
im so incoherent, nevermind, bye.
at least the last line goes.
Ok, yesterday was a super busy day, with training, tuition and supposedly piano class but it was cancelled in the end. Woke up at 6+ but was still late for training. Can't help it la, the traffic is screwed. Actually i've no idea why since i was sleeping the whole way. It was quite productive i guess although it's still me and my screwed batting.
Left early at 1130 since i have tuition. I wonder how i can be late for everything. I took 45 mins to clean up, walk, mrt and starbucks. So I was late for tuition too. It was quite okay for the first time; we were supposed to write a letter to your favourite _____ or just someone you admire or aspire to be like. I think I chose the MRT conductor :D Yup, quite weird but i want to be a MRT conductor just for a day. Then I skip some stations wahahha! Then from Orchard, next stop Ang Mo Kio. That would be much faster hahah then those sad people who have to alight in between have to wait for the pathetic 7mins train. Hoho i am twisted.
After that accompanied Kealan to Macs to get his mcnuggets meal or whatever you call that and we went to the foodcourt. Had chickenteriyaki bento. Before we left the cleaner person came up to clear the stuff.
Cleaner: We don't clear outside food *points at macs*
Me: Oh, uhm okay. Then we'll just leave it here *walks off*
Cleaner: *gives weird look*
Hhaha ok that's so crap. So because piano was cancelled, went to citylinkmall. On the way earned $10 cos apparently mum wanted me to guess where were we which was pretty obvious cos she stopped at a traffic light infront of BHG, and the road sign says Fraser Street. Yep and she said she thought i was gonggong (whatever) and wouldnt know what is BHG. She wanted to come all the way to CLMall just to show me crumpler la piang. I don't even want it :/ cos i don't like the little guy with only three pathetic strands of hair. haha bought a white roxy wallet and yup i was quite happy. Walked all the way to suntec but she got tired so we went back after awhile. Went into Levi's on the way back. Still so expensive, and they have what, Levi's Slims? Heck la, they look exactly like skinnyjeans la please and they're $169 -_-. Rubbish.
Bought stuff from Fox and MPH. I think i'm going to start reading alot of books. Bought True Believer by Nicholas Sparks. I want to buy all his books la, if i can afford it cos the blurb just makes me want to read it.
Bought my first bar of Godiva chocolate and i most probably won't ever buy it again cos 1 bar cost like FREAKING $9!! I would be already jumping for joy if Hersheys went on a sale la. I can but how many Hersheys with $9. And they must purposely wrap till so nicely that i cant bear to eat it. Is this how they waste my money, if it is, it's obviously succeeding BLAH. kept going into newurbanmale just for the fun of it. OH YAH AND I MET NICOTEO! :D hahah.
Went to dintaifung for dinner. had xiaolongbaos :D
Hhaha and i told the pasarmalam uncle that its greatsingaporesales now and they should give me a discount. ok im so retarded.
and i just packed my room but its now in a bigger mess than before. nvm, there's still tmr.
ok my hands are tired. I STILL CANT BELIEVE I BOUGHT THEY GODIVA.
i want my honeystars
im so incoherent, nevermind, bye.
at least the last line goes.