Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Tomorrow is the day!
Maybe Friday was the day, but then, it's CHINESE & HISTORY !
omgawsh. the history i studied so hard for, stayed up 2 nights for. but i still dont get it. i'm really really going to cry if i fail or get super lousy results and that is going to be my FIRST time crying because of grades. i've no idea why.
RGS turned me into a totally different person. why the hell am i like that now? wtheck is wrong with me?!
but i'm very proud of my class. really proud of them. cos today, 10 people were absent. approximately 6 of us, apparently, fell 'sick' and had to go home and 'rest'. i think the GO people knows what is going on lah, just that they were too nice to expose our lies. eunice, amanda, nazihah and me just walked out without even bother thinking up a ridiculous lie to get the yellow slip. we all went home to study. cos today was a useless day. we stayed for the important GEOG, and then went home. who needs aesthetics, cle and rs when there's history and dreaded CHINESE tmr. i feel damn super stupid cos i dont know how to do history. humanes are my only hope, with the exception of lit, cos HUMANES can be studied! wth am i spposed to do if i cant even do well in those. i have to sleep early, staying up these 2 days really killed alot of cells. maybe the can store my stupidity in my old hair and they can just drop off, for smartness to grow. OHMYGAWD, i am talking geog! omgomg! cos the mangroves store the excess salt in old leaves so they can just drop off and blahetccrap. wth mansssssssssss.
so we left early, and reached home about 10+, when poor sad 206 remnants were singing and dancing with half the class gone. it's b&j day, but we didnt go get the free cones. really did want to go get em but.. yeah. maybe b&j and hagendaaz[however you spell it] and gelato etc are the only icecreams i like. why oh why do people like icecream. they are so creamyyyyy, i dont like cream.
i really feel like giving up. all this effort i've put in, i dont care anymore. what am i working so hard for? i really want to know...
Maybe Friday was the day, but then, it's CHINESE & HISTORY !
omgawsh. the history i studied so hard for, stayed up 2 nights for. but i still dont get it. i'm really really going to cry if i fail or get super lousy results and that is going to be my FIRST time crying because of grades. i've no idea why.
RGS turned me into a totally different person. why the hell am i like that now? wtheck is wrong with me?!
but i'm very proud of my class. really proud of them. cos today, 10 people were absent. approximately 6 of us, apparently, fell 'sick' and had to go home and 'rest'. i think the GO people knows what is going on lah, just that they were too nice to expose our lies. eunice, amanda, nazihah and me just walked out without even bother thinking up a ridiculous lie to get the yellow slip. we all went home to study. cos today was a useless day. we stayed for the important GEOG, and then went home. who needs aesthetics, cle and rs when there's history and dreaded CHINESE tmr. i feel damn super stupid cos i dont know how to do history. humanes are my only hope, with the exception of lit, cos HUMANES can be studied! wth am i spposed to do if i cant even do well in those. i have to sleep early, staying up these 2 days really killed alot of cells. maybe the can store my stupidity in my old hair and they can just drop off, for smartness to grow. OHMYGAWD, i am talking geog! omgomg! cos the mangroves store the excess salt in old leaves so they can just drop off and blahetccrap. wth mansssssssssss.
so we left early, and reached home about 10+, when poor sad 206 remnants were singing and dancing with half the class gone. it's b&j day, but we didnt go get the free cones. really did want to go get em but.. yeah. maybe b&j and hagendaaz[however you spell it] and gelato etc are the only icecreams i like. why oh why do people like icecream. they are so creamyyyyy, i dont like cream.
i really feel like giving up. all this effort i've put in, i dont care anymore. what am i working so hard for? i really want to know...